I'll still believe

Hmmmm ..... I have finally decided to start up a blog after much considerations... I was practically against the idea about starting up a blog initially . But I was in for the idea , after reading through some of my friends' entries in their blog. It showed some sort of discipline to confess their daily routine and their struggle of the day.

So starting of with the blog....

Mon (6/9/2004)
*Scratches* This is the begginin of the wk, yet there were many events tat took place.... The events were so refeshin after abt 1 1/2 wk of being disturbed n troubled over emotions. I particulary loved the events tat took place in Monday... I was so enjoying his presence and the walk in the drizzle with him , and all the conversations we ever-had were replayin in my head .... I was totally memorised into the whole situation .... The heavy downpour , dragged me into the reality.. which i dreaded coz we had to leave in our separate ways ..... Hahhahaha.... I think he sensed tat i was dreading the very moment ... he offered to make it up to me by comin online .... Upon reachin home , I logged online n was eargly anticipatin his arrival .... he came on after sumtime n i had to go and bug him to tok with me .... he ah ... came online to do some plannin and he said he expected a sms from me ... n he was obviously busy n so I left him to do his plannin , and juz bein thankful for the beginin of day where i was in his presence. It was such a perfect day !
* Now , he wuld have to make up for another make up ..... hopefully e' list doesn't extend.... :P

At nite , I was expectin a call frm Dawn . I din get to see her for almost 2 weeks during youth grp sessions n the earlier weeks wen i managed to see her she was totally occupied n busy with some planning. So I hardly had the tyme to sit down with her to discuss certain issues ... But , I was gald tat I was able to do it on Monday night .... I felt a great sense of assurance n comfort to my disturbed self after hearing from her ... She shared a wonderful passage from Daniel 6:1-28. The passage highlighted to me , a great decree might be passed on to put you at such an undesirable situation , but it is the persistence n your strong faith tat allows you to grow strongly in his kingdom , whom He would safely guard you in his holy presence. I was blessed with God's word the night and carried along his word to bed.... It was the thought of the day.....
Thank you God for speakin to me n delivering me from my disturbed soul ....

threw her kisses ;6:21 AM