I'll still believe

It was so good yesterday. My cousins and myself had our little Christmas lunch date yesterday. The food was good, we had a lot of sushi and had a bento set. It was so filling , I tell you. The money was also “good’ but the food was reasonable. We had lots of laughter and pix takes. It was fun. *screams fun* Then, my cousin treated us to Ben & Jerry. The ice cream is so yummilicious, I want more!!! Oh yeah, while at the Ben & Jerry, I saw an advert wanting part-timers in the outlet. Guess! Wad I did? I applied for the position. But I haven’t gotten any call yet. I shall wait. It was so niceee yesterday. It was bonding time for us. But it was damn tiring. The outing wasn’t tiring but I was feeling tired. I am so tired. Kept on yawning when I was out also. I simply miss my bed. School is starting soon also less than a week, back to school. Better rest well in the next few days and get myself ready for school. I am going to take discipline to study and really study, without fail everyday at least 2 hrs. Taking time, to read through my work and complete my assignments and tutorials. I am going to be committed to be discipline towards my studies and my non-negotiable issues in my life. Oh yeah, talking about commitments for the coming year 2006. I will need to take time to do some reflection and listing down of my New Year resolutions. Before the 1st of Jan. Likely by 31st Dec. Need to set aside time , and really work out on my new year resolutions. Need to start the year 2006, right!

I am ought to go and take my shower and get ready for my dinner date with my frens and teacher from secondary school. But I am so lazy to leave my chair and take shower. I am so lazy. The afternoon sun is making me so j-leepy and making me procrastinate. Can I not go?!?!?! But I will have to go because I am one of those enthu one into this outing and how can I back out! Okies! I will bluff myself I’m all excited and eager into meeting everyone. Maybe it will convince me to go… Hahaha.. Going to lie around for awhile in bed and slowly take my time, because my frens are so taking their own time. Let them wait because they aren’t serious about the time neither. So who cares ryte?? Im kinda pissed by this behaviour. Who cares wad I feeling ryte?? Bye for now… Update laterz on today’s dinner.

threw her kisses ;3:37 PM

I have not been blogging for few days already. Call it mere laziness! I haven’t been so busy because I was still coming online and rotting infront of the squares but not penning my days down.

Monday, I was bumming around at home; its public holiday and my grandparents were at home. They had stayed over infact. My grandma is so notti la, she keeps on saying me and my sis fighting over small things and then nowdays she also like to disturb my grandpa, till both quarrel. Its cute to see them quarrel, very child-like quarrel. Then wen I say my grandma, you are bad, keep on picking on fight, she says at least she isn’t fighting like my sis and me. Boo! Wad excuse! But, it’s cute! Then , she keep on lecturing me to help out at home , to do my own chores and so on . She asks me to be a little help around the house , instead of depending on my mum to do this and that. But ah! I am very lazy .. So I just nod my head and keep quiet. I will do when help is really needed, for instance when got visitors and when she isn’t feeling well. Rest of the day , I rather just slack around at home. A household chore puts me off! Its so not fun but tedious and a vicious cycle ; and confined to the house only. It’s boring!

Tuesday, its EYF finale. Grouped ourselves into smaller groups and went on school visitation. WC is so funny , he ah never tell me what exactly they will be doing in school , so I whenever , I ask him , he says he is planning something big , the location for the explosion . Crazy ah, he! But then, when we arrived at school, we brought them in by the bb courts and along sci labs and then finally to the canteens. We settled at the canteen. Then WC made us copy down a timetable template. Then told us to consider what are some things we consider to be non-negotiable in our lives and used the illustration of the pebbles, sand grains and water to illustrate. The illustration reinforced that the rock is God, and we ought to put Him first and the rest follows after and falls in perfectly. Then we shared our non-negotiable things in our lives and encouraged each other , and prayed for one another. Then , left for Orchard. Upon reaching orchard , we had 1-hr of free& easy time . So we roamed the shops in Heeren. But there was a trick to the free and easy, it was meant to be another structured- experience. But I ain’t too sure wad it really is , but I guess it will be on decision – making and the good stewardship of our money. Then, after which left for Guilin. Upon reaching Guilin, the atmosphere , tensed up . SH had us to blindfold ourselves and to sit in the dark for nearly 20 mins. And we had to do reflection on the issues we had learnt previously on EYF sessions. We learnt through the structure , we are to work with one another and we cannot be working alone, because we are ought to grow as a spiritual body , edifying one another and growing together. After the whole session, the tensed atmosphere broke and fun filled the air. Pix Time….Then , left for Orchard. Met with Manges and Azeena, had dinner in Swensens. It was great , talking and catching up. Another one is coming soon ! Friday! Can’t wait…….

Wednesday , shopping for back- to- school items.

Goodnyte people , too tired….. YawnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzZZZZzz

threw her kisses ;11:22 PM

Christmas was wonderful. I was just greeted into Christmas with greetings from friends. The feeling was great and spirits were high. Just moments ago, while waiting for Christmas, I was feeling so sleepy and tired. But once , the moment came . I was all excited and the meaning of Christmas really sank into my heart. This Christmas is really different. A wonderful and special Christmas!

The morning of Christmas was greeted with a one-storey high fire, because the car park just beside my block was on fire. It is probably arson fire. The fire was really high; anything possibly could happen there could be expolsion because of the petrol tanks in the vehicles and the nearby power supply building. The whole experience, taught me the preciousness of life. But also at the other end, taught me to pray for souls that are lost. It was a structured – experience , wanting me to step out from my comfort zone. Then later, in the morning, something else happened in my home , my sister had gotten her “ red-card”. According to the Indians or the Hindu religion, I am not sure whether it is a religious practice or a cultural practice. We will need to call our immediate relatives to our place, to signify the girl of the house had reached adulthood. This whole practice will take several days; because they will have to flower bath her in odd days. So later in the day, I was expecting relatives to be in my house. But it was Christmas, and I had some plans for the day. I had lunch date and Christmas service to attend. And later, Christmas visitation to my friends’ place. But after this, I knew I will not be allowed to leave home, but somehow my mum agreed me to attend the lunch and Christmas service. I was thankful for the allowance to go. I was able to go! Thank you, God!

I received several letters from sisters, encouraging me to a closer and fervent walk; and some small gifts! Thank you!

One letter that made me ponder and disturbed me was from my CD , she wrote that she sensed me losing my zeal to my faith and my r/s was not personal . And made me make this prayer to God:

Dear God ,

I pray and ask thee , lord you will teach me to have the faith of a child . I will learn to let go of myself and allow you to take control over me . Teach me to depend and trust upon you. Let me marvel at the grace you had extended to me , O lord. Let this Christmas be the time , I will be drawn closer to you and experience the beautiful Love , you have given.
Christmas isn’t Christmas till it happens in the heart. So God allow this Christmas to be one that happens in my heart.

Wishing Everyone a Blessed Christmas!

threw her kisses ;11:45 PM

Its Christmas Eve. I am finally feeling the atmosphere of the celebration. I was initially not looking forward to Christmas because I was feeling rather lonely and imagine myself walking alone in the streets. But I guess this time round , I have understood the real meaning behind Christmas , it isn’t much about celebration and gifts but rememebering the Birth .

Today, I received some gifts from my CD and one from my QCP member Li en and other from Theresa (the little girl). And several gifts in the beginning of the weeks, one was the package from heaven specially designed by Samantha and a small gift from Michelle. Thank you for the gifts, people! I loved your presents! Oh ya! Parry also sent me a testimonial in Friendster wishing me Merry Christmas. It was so thoughtful of him , especially when he was away in some “Scouts’ Mission in Thailand!”.

Wishing everyone a Blessed Christmas and Happy Holidays!

P.S: My Christmas Tree is finally done up with all my presents beneath the tree. I’m excited =D

threw her kisses ;10:47 PM

I just returned home from the Christmas Party. I will have to say everything did go smoothly but I not very sure , if I had managed to share. But I know , I was taking initiative to share . I am glad my friends were to join us in the celebration and fun , and at the same time be able to understand the real meaning behind Christmas. It isn’t much about the celebration mood , the part of receiving gifts. But it is all about the day where you receive the greatest gift from above. I was so jittery when it was my turn to go but all I prayed and asked, let me go forth and be used by you for your Glory! I gave my best! The Christmas party was fun , we got to mingle around and so be able to share the real meaning of Christmas. Christmas isn’t Christmas till it begins in the heart . So people open your heart and receive and experience Christmas. Till then , Happy Blessed Christmas ! Good Night!

threw her kisses ;10:07 PM

Today, I accompanied my sis and mum to collect my sis school posting results. My sis isn’t very much happy about her posting results. I just want to let her know, it doesn’t much better where you really go but it really matters what u make of your environment and surrounding. You may argue saying how come we did not choose certain schools. The reason is pretty obvious, the environment is found to be to influential when majority of the school population are astray. So as a concerned family, we tend not to choose those schools, but schools, which holds a remarkable reputation. The school, you got , is not a bad school , the school has its weakness and it strongholds. The school may not be the “perfect school for you” but it has definitely has a lot to offer for you. It will teach you to grow. It all will begin with a positive look towards the school and the school will make you the person you ought to be. Stop dwelling in the state of dislike and despair, it will break you. Learn to have the mentality, I going to a new phase in my academic life , I am going to make it . I am going to excel. You will make the environment and surrounding. I guarantee you in the years there, you will enjoy the school years there, that you will enjoy the years and miss the years there. Cheer up, okies! Jia you!

Later in the day, we had gone swimming at Toa Payoh swimming Complex as planned the day before. My sis and I had soo much of fun. My sis can’t swim though, I was trying to teach her some basic swimming but she ah .. dunnoe what to say .. she just dun listen and refuses to listen. Stubborn! My eyes are in pain. I need to rest my poor eyes. They are red and sore. Guess the chlorine is making the discomfort in my eyes! It was fun , going swimming with my sis . We were just playing in the waters and little swimming for myself. Okies, I’m tired. Big Day Tomolo! I am going to rest after taking a shower. Ciao.

threw her kisses ;7:40 PM

Im freaking pissed. Guess , I am just pmsing . Infact I am not , but i just feel it! Who cares if I am or not ryte! I feel lyke screaming , cutting myself , scratching myself and abusing myself. I so hate everything. The way people are so indifferent to one others feelings and leading on when they have nothing for the person . It is just so fucking ! I hate it! I guess I have just had enough. Enough for everything. Stop calling me and asking me over my own decisions. I really know what's best for me and thanks for your concern. I am not comfortable discussing my decisions to many . It makes feel lyke a loser who can't make decision. I know when to sought , certain manner of things are just meant to be done by me. You sure dun want to get involved , what if outcome is bad , are u freaking going to share or bear my misery ? If not freaking get lost! Thanks! Not in a good mood. Blame it on the morning ! Blame it on the darn band! Blame it on the famish me ! Wadeva .. I am done for today!

threw her kisses ;9:54 PM

It is second-last rehearsal. Yet I was still not perfecting my narration. I keep making the same mistakes. I am reading too fast n adding words unto the original script. Goodness! I will have to stay calm and stop myself from breaking out onto giggles. Make me remain focus and pace myself so I will be able to do my narration in time with the actions. Break me away from my fears and giggles. I need to give my best! We are ought to give our best because we are doing all these unto Him, to glorify!

I want to go Thailand! Yes, I want to go Thailand! I want to go the tribal village! I did not know, things have changed so much back in the villages. People back in the villages (the rich ones) own a plasma TV, 2 computers and even have marble flooring. In addition to all that they have satellite connection. So improved infrastructure and lifestyle they own. For living, they sell, rear and harvest. I so love their living. A plot of land costs
40 000 bhat. People do the conversion is around SG 2000 ++. Can you imagine a life in the village with hill regions; with simple living and yet not missing out in the technology? It is just perfect. But somehow it still doesn’t form my ideal location yet! The element of beach is still missing. But it is really nice! I dun mind spending a short holiday there and immerse in the locals. I shall look forward to Thailand!
*(Details accounted by him and excitement added by me)

Yay! Its’ celebration time, celebrated Kathy’s 19th Birthday! It was so nice to celebrate our friends’ birthday. It is just so nice, even though funds are tight and budget is low. It is the smile and expression to show you are always remembered. Kathy’s niece, Tanya is so adorable. She can’t be still; she keeps walking around. But really adorable. She is a sweetheart. Kathy, you are so bad! You are jealous over a baby because she is stealing the limelight. Chill it! We know its ya day, so need nt fret over the baby stealing it! Hahaha. It was fun! Looking forward to the next celebration.

threw her kisses ;11:39 PM

Yay! I finally met Shalini. You know how excited I am in meeting her! Can you imagine I waited months for her to come Singapore and then weeks even after she came to meet her? It was soo exciting to just to be meeting her. I was smiling to myself on my journey knowing I am going to meet her in a few mores stops. The thought of meeting her , brings so much joy itself. Can you imagine the joy I experienced in meeting her itself. It was so fun. Walking the Tiong Bharu Mall for an hr , while waiting for the Sakae Sushi Buffet to start. The Buffet was awesome, with Shalini , passing me all the portions on the plates we ordered , all because I ordered it. But I intend to share it with you. It was so filling and all the gassy drinks made me feel so full. I felt lyke a rollie- pollie; trying to finish up the food on my plate because food wastage gt surcharge. I feel so bloated and heavy now. It was so fun in meeting her and chilling out with her. Later, we rode bus down to Great World City. Nothing much there, so just walked around ; window-shopped . I wanted to take pics but nothing so splendid in the mall. I am so looking forward to Dec 23 , where I can meet Shalini again. Promise to take pics with me okies… U better take care ! The massage from the Osim chair is good , my stiff shoulders do not ache anymore. Must go there once awhile for a free massage. Hehehehe .. Love ya. Seeya Soon , darling!

p:s : He is back ! Yay! Im so Happy.... Double Joy !!!

threw her kisses ;11:55 PM

Yo! I am back from the “ Girls’ Night Out!” It was awesome. Woots! I shall start from the earlier part of the day to the final touch of the “Night-out”.

I was eagerly anticipating the day. The day broke. I got all excited and packed my backpack. Just then, I received sms from my friend, saying she can’t make it or rather “ton” thru the nyte but she will only be able to stay thru late night and join us the next day in the morning. I was little disappointed, she can’t stay with us thru bt I din want to dampen the mood, and so I was settled for the idea. So off I went to get ready, left home for paya lebar, met her and the rest; made our way to east coast. On our way , we laughed and talked. Then, I joined a conversation with Parry, and then I came to know he knew one of my primary school friend. Oh Goodness, my mouth and me! Hahaha.. but nevamind. I disclosed a little secret about myself to some the brothers, in how such a “big” bully, I was back in primary school. Beating guys with water bottles and running around beating them and burning a boy’s arm. Hahaha .. They must have thought I was such an angelic girl but now they must have gotten the real impression of me.

Sam, and I went to kayak. I was initially scared into going out into the waters ; especially the open sea of East Coast . The chompy waters. But it was fun! We kayaked and played . I got all splashed. The “God” and “Scout” was bullying me, kept splashing water into my face. It was fun, it lighten my fears and made me enjoy the kayaking. Even as I was kayaking, I was very much amazed by the splendid beauty of the sky and the waters. It was so beautiful. I also had a good time with Sam. We kayaked really far out and we even rested our kayak on the shore, and immersed ourselves into the waters. It was fun , trying to dance in the water and floating on the life jacket. But, the journey back to starting point from where we started was tough; we were kayaking against the current. The conditions were bad, the wind was blowing, and the waves were huge and big. It was a lot of effort and tiring. My hands were sore and blisters were formed. My palm feels sore , I can’t even clap my hands! Its sore. But it is fun! I am experiencing sea motion now. I can feel myself riding waves. I guess rest is much needed. After kayaking for 2 hrs , we rest , rode bike to Macs to have lunch . And then rode bike to the end of the road , sat down , stone , talked and took pics and more pics. The sun set.Theresa joined us shortly , played “monkey” . Screamed and ran . And sabotaged Patrick into the waters. It was fun ! Then cleaned up and made our way for dinner at Burger King and then Orchard to meet the rest of the “Ton” Gang. While waiting for Poggie to arrive, we realized Taufiq was in Town, so we wanted to take pic with him and we took pics with him. Yay! Then , we just walked the Town and took pics with the Christmas Light- Up Deco , played ball along the stretch of Orchard outside Nee Ann City. Can you imagine? Nah! But we did. Then went for a drink at Starbucks and Patrick, became really high. Guess, she had hit her bedtime! So she went really cuckoo! But , she really freaked me out! Her smile was so….. And she kept calling my name out only .. Aiyo , ah pat , you are freaking scary manz! Suddenly so hyper! We making such a din inside Starbucks, even though they were already closed. Then , we walked out of town to esplanade and to tanjong rhu (indoor stadium). By now , the day was broke . We sat stoning and watching the sunrise and then make way to Orchard to have breakfast and our final wrap , the Gift X-change. I was so touched in my gift , Sam sewed me a robe with pink fur at the sides and got me a crown for my Princess Idenity. Her present was unique and I love it. The parcel from Heaven. Yups! I am Princess , Nages! All Hail to me , people. Okies , the day is wrapped ! Now my well-deserved sleep . Goodnyte people.

threw her kisses ;7:52 PM

He is away for sometime already. Bt somehow I am feeling him to being around. I am slow to realize he is away, bt I do miss him a lot. I really hope to receive a call /sms at least from him. But I guess it will remain as hope only . He will be back soon. Time sure flies fast. Bt I wish time had not gone too fast . Some things are meant to hold , but in the course of time , it has passed by. It is so sad. Even now as I recall the question he asked .I wish I could take the time to tell him, but I let it pass. Oh why? I regret till today. Maybe he was hoping I could say something bt I did not. I must have broken his heart. I am sorry. I really pray for another time, I will have with you and you remember to ask me the same question again. And I will say! I promise, I will.

I’m feeling little moody. Feel lyke crying and screaming. Maybe it is just the red- card is making me feel the way! I do not feel any good. I am getting easily agitated. I am craving for chocolates. I have eaten a lot already, that now I gt pimples breaking out on my face.

I was trying to fix a day with Shalini. She has been back in S’pore, almost 2 weeks and I haven’t met her yet. How miserable can my days get! I am soo excited and eager in meeting her. But somehow, my days are screwed, there is no day, I am free and convenient for both of us! Besides the Dec 23, it is going to be a social gathering setting. But I want to have some quality time with her. I gt soo much to tell her and she also does. I really in need of time for the catching up and the place. Oh dear! Hopefully, I can do the necessary catching up in the following week. I soo miss her, even though she is soo near now, in the pick of a receiver. I am little frustrated into how other things have taken up my days. Even though, I dun regret but somehow I feel the pinch, when I have not gotten the time to meet my good old friends. Has it taken away my friends? Or have I been carried away? Even my sis feels I haven’t being spending necessary time with her and family. I am so in need of time. Haiz …… Goodnyte ppl!

threw her kisses ;11:58 PM

I was bumming ard at home today . I was trying to get my gift wrapped . But somehow I failed wrapping it. I little worried over my gift! Hopefully , she lykes my gift. I had no time to really shop for the gift or maybe because i do not know what to get , so i really went for cute and practical stuff. Yay! My dad agreed to the Night-out! HoHoHo .. * Runs and screams Fun* I can't wait for tomolo .. Are you girls , ready? I am really taking rest for the Big Day is tomolo ... Screams Fun .. woots!!!! I have the night-out planned . All I can ask and pray for now , is fine weather and for the attendance of my friends. Going to rest well for the rest of today. So tomolo , i will be fully charged with energy....

threw her kisses ;6:12 PM

Shopping is really tough and demanding ... Argghhhh .. I feel so weak after shopping... Especially if its for others .

threw her kisses ;8:14 PM

Confession to be made ......

threw her kisses ;11:55 PM

I had gone JB again . It was indeed very soon. Only 4 days apart from the last time I went. This time, I bought myself a skater shoes (black with pink rims). I dunnoe wads with me and pink also! It looks cool though, only one person will say it sucks; my sis, because she hates pink. She finds it too girlie but I guess pink has broken free from its stereotype, many guys nowadays also like pink. I found one who likes =). Okies , I am back home. I waiting to receive calls . I am feeling so sad . I guess I need some anti-depressant to cheer me up. I am missing him and am hit by the red –card. Oh great! I just want to cry myself to bed. Goodnight people.

threw her kisses ;11:31 PM

Today, Bao fang was sharing to us on how the media goes all the way out to reach out to its targeted audience. It is indeed amazing in the lengths; they take in reaching the mass. For instance, they look into the fine details such as when is the appropriate day for the advertisement to be up. They really look into the mindset of people such as when they usually plan their weekends. As Monday is Monday blues, Tuesday is just getting the hang, and then Wednesday going with the flow, Thursday getting excited and anticipating the weekends. So Thursday is the day, when people start planning their weekends. Jackpot! Then they look into how the advert should be spread across in the media sources; on the colours and the position of the advert, and the different means besides the printed sources, they look into sources where adverts catches the lust of the eyes, by placing adverts on the move on mrt trains and also sounding in the radio waves. It is simply amazing how much media does to steal our attention. It is scary at the same time especially when we look into how media has been keeping its watch on us. This was one interesting sharing that I found it urged me to resist the media, especially when we look into the way media works into our lives and enslaves us.

During eyf, they had announced the event for the friends have been cancelled for the Night Safari and they had replaced the event to a day event in East Coast. I will need to pray in regards of my attitude and continue in the invitation of my friends for the event. “I was kind of I have already invited my friends and they had agreed, so I was kind of disappointed in the outcome, as I will need to account to my friends and moreover, I had even taken the approach to excite them about the event and then now I need to tell them, the event is called off and replaced with another”.
I pray that will still be able to go and account and still be able to excite them about the day event.

Infact, my friends and myself had decided to stay out the night, to have an early Christmas celebration within us. But somehow, I know I should not be staying out at night especially on Friday as the next day, I have eyf, fdn and yf. So I will be kind of tired to sit through the sessions. I was glad that I was able to account for that day to my shepherd. As I told her about it, she asked me “ what was my reason for coming in for eyf and how do I value my fdn?” The questions provoked me. I knew my reasons for coming for; but somehow deep down, I am struggling to say “ NO” to the night-out, when it screams “FUN” and I have a follow-up of excuses. I just want to go for it. I just am making compromises with my physical body. For instance, I will take a good rest on Thursday; and Friday and Saturday, I will go for it! But is it glorifying? No! Oh please! I want to go for it! I am struggling . Actually, I am not; I have given in to my flesh as I have already decided to go for it. Sorry!

threw her kisses ;11:35 PM

Booo! Today gt the skit rehearsal in the morning.. Sob sob.. I’m lazy to get out from bed. Hahaha.. Bt I still went for it.. It was good. After which , I went to thread my thick dense brows of mine. After which , I bummed in my bed and slept thru the whole afternoon and evening. It was good. Then watched Hum Tum in the late nyte. The movie was kinda stoopid bt it was entertaining atleast to make me watch… Lalala … Gd nyte….

threw her kisses ;11:46 PM

I had gone to Malaysia, Johor Bharu with my aunts and grandma. It’s mistake to bring along my grandma especially when she had difficulty walking and yet she wants to shop. She did the most shopping, buying all the heavy and bulky stuffs, and making shopping a big hassle for us. But anyway, I did some shopping also and had second piercing done. HoHoHo…. I can’t wait to go over to Malaysia again with my family. Anticipating the next trip …

threw her kisses ;11:03 PM

Okies. I have not been blogging for really long for almost a week. Let me do some blogging. I actually took time off to do blogging. I waited patiently for this time. So hopefully I can blog wadeva I want to blog in these super duper long entry which is going to be…

I shall begin from Dec 1, Thursday.

The day started off really early. My dad had dragged the family to go nature trailing . The trail was pretty okay, even though I could not stop yawning. Oh yeah! I hate walking up or down slope. I rather run up or down the slope. The force of gravity is at its peak at both the up and down slope. We managed to take some pics in the nature trail. I upload the pics soon in my fotopage. I loved the walk. Getting so close to nature! Aww! Its lovely manz! Almost towards the end of our walk, it started raining. So had to run for shelter. From there , we went Thomson to taste the best rotti prata… I had my cheesseeeeee prata… I so love it … Stretchy stringy … I’m lovin it! From there, went tekka ;parents went to get provision while me and my sis travel down to Tampines to book our movie tickets for the night show.. Chicken Little! The advert for the movie , is so cute and groovy. Laterz came home , took shower .. went to Guilin for foundation patch.. I was already tired by then. Then came home , changed and left for the movie with family. The movie was so-so. But I enjoyed myself. I think they should have developed the story a little, little abrupt the ending… some nice plot in the movie , a broken communication and the need for talking, which is the common problem most are facing today, be it be family , friends or special someone. Nice attempt! Yawnz…. Thank you dad , for bringin us out for the nature trail and the movie. Thank you. A nice time with the family! =)

Dec 2 , Friday

It started off early also but slight later. I traveled down to Toa Payoh , to meet Azeena , she is flying off to Kerala for 3 weeks. Going to miss her , no calls from her for another 3 weeks… Had brunch together at Long John Slivers and just sat down and chat and filled each other up. From there, we walked around Toa Payoh. There is nothing much there. Really nothing there! Only few interesting cart shops… She said she needed some help to pack her stuffs, so accompanied her home to help her pack her stuffs. So did some packing and showed her some pics in my fotopage. Then talk and talk… Left her place around 3 plus. I was feeling tired so decided to leave earlier and moreover she was meeting her friend from JC. Coming home, realized I had many things undone.. I have not started on my letter , my tribute project and my deco. Goodness! I am procrastinating and bumming around. I am tired! Hehehehehe .. I have got my plans!!!!!

Dec 3, Sat

It’s EYF… I can’t remember much abt the day. I can only remember us trying to recall on the session on “ friendship” and looking into our invites for the coming events. After EYF , was Foundation followed by YF , which was QCP-in . On a new project now , we are ought to be adopting a sister and encouraging her in the coming 2 months ( Dec –Jan). After YF , it was rehearsal for the skit, had a fun time rehearsing. So funny , all the comments and opinions in regards to the skit. Oh dear! I must learn to read slower, which I dun not know how. After which went to have dinner with Bao Ling , have not been talking to her for long. So had some time with her and rui xin. It was good . =)

Dec 4, Sun

It’s Meena’s Birthday Celebration! Its feast! I whooped almost 30 sticks of stay. Goodness! Any moment going to get a heart attack! I can feel my arteries blocking. Better get some rest! Yay! Shalini is back home, Singapore! I am so happy. She is back. The days of countdown are over. Can’t wait to chill out with her!

Dec 5, Mon

I had gone school to return my report book and met up with the piggies to celebrate Yappie’s belated birthday together. Took plenty of pictures. Look out for it in my fotopage. I can’t wait for the ultimate hangout with the girls on Dec 16! Looking forward to the day! It is going to be fun!

Dec 6 , Tues

It’s EYF again! Chariots of Fire! I love the running in the movie. Each one of them run the race with so much of passion and zeal. Makes me want to run in the race also, which reminds me Sheryl owes me a sprint dash.

Headed down to East Coast Beach later. Met with friends. Mingled and played with them. Friendly bunch of people. Hope they can join us often to play so that I can play often also. Hehehehehe.. Followed by BBQ and some cycling. It was fun!

Dec 7, Wed

I was supposedly to be in Malaysia today. But somewhat, it has been cancelled to Tomolo. I can’t wait to go Malaysia. Got some serious shopping to be done! Yay! Splurging time! So I stayed back home, bummed infront of the ‘ squares’, and laters in the evening, went library with mum and sis. Feeling so lazy and bloated now. After eating the Tako Paoki balls and pizza. Burppppppppp!!!!! I am feeling kind of sad deep down. Maybe because he is away and hope he will be back soon! Today, the mission team had left to Thailand. Dear God, I pray for a safe journey and of a good harvest for the mission team. God, you are in sovereign control. =) Counting down my hours for my trip …. Lalala --- teee--- dadadada

threw her kisses ;10:58 PM