I'll still believe

I haven't been having the time to do blogging. School have been so busy . Only in the first two weeks of school , I have already worked on my first presentation and even quizzes for two modules which are graded. Yeah. That's like so fast . But thank god , I have done pretty well for it. Yeah. I am still trying to get adjusted to the Poly life. My friends are great! Thank god for the friendship. Yeah. School have been great but just my strength and stamina not there yet. Hope the following weeks I will bustling with energy. Yeah man.

threw her kisses ;8:03 PM

Hi. Everyone. I am now a one- week old Polytechnic Student. So far , school has been great. The first day of school was just so tiring all the climbing up and down of the slopes , all because the school is built up on a slope. I was totally flat when I reached home the first day and I had home partners on the first day of school. Isn't that great! Yeah. Then second day of school was much better. Physically improved . And rest of the days in school simply enjoying it. And reached my peak on Friday became crazy and camwhored with some of my friends. And formed the group
"OREOS" for the CITs module. And we became really warmed up to each other and became super crazy. Lol. I'm loving it. And I lost my voice. Sob' Sob' . Hopefully , it restores back soon . Yeah. Oh yeah , I have signed up for badminton , rockclimbing and NP ambassdors. But i doubt I can make it for the badminton because it clashes with my time for YF unless its much earlier the training time. Yeah. Rockclimbing, I joined for fun and maybe it will inspire me to go climb mountains. I always wanted to do it. And NP ambassdor , I love leading people and be with people. Boom!~ And the next thing on my mind is to be GLs . I will go for it when the recruitment exercise starts. Lala!~ I want to have all the fun and feel the vibrancy of youth.

threw her kisses ;9:57 PM

I wonder if you know , why the Ja-guar is so so pro?

If you see us , and know us , and then you know you got to

SIAM

Oh...jagugar....O Ahaa O Ahaa

O Jaguar

SIAM

( To be sung in the beat of Tokoyo- drift )

threw her kisses ;7:02 PM

I am back from camp. The camp wasn't much of what I had expected. I din't really enjoy the much as I did in other camps. Wee!~ But managed to bond with some newly - found friends.So that was the only highlight of the camp. The camp was really a work-out camp . Walking up and down the campus . Now , my tight muscles are so stretched and it aches so badly as I even sit down . And my neck is strained from trying to sleep in the lecture theatre during the movie marathon. The whole body is aching badly. Need some real good massage, man! Mummy , please hlp me massage ..... *pleads* I am so glad to be back home. I miss my comfy bed and my darling ,com. And my timetable sucks! My days are super duper long. Goodnyte. Need some rest and sleep now. Miss everyone of you! Loves. <3

threw her kisses ;11:29 PM

Today. Induction Day. Arrived at 0845 h at the entrance of Nee Ann . Saw the many faces of new students and current students. Walked into the LT after upon registration. Sat. Played some ice breaker games the oh so famous bombing game , the so new ice breaker which the actions were little erotic ; Watermelon . banana . rasins . rambutan with some hand actions. Followed by talks from the principal (dvd) , director of the school , current students. Pretty inspired by the students. The overseas trips sounds so wonderful and alluring.And then followed by a small item put up by the GDLs . Pretty good. I lyked the sharkie cheer. Very cute the actions. Damn. I forget the tune. Hope they will do it agn during the FOC camp. And the campus tour around the campus , it was freaking hot and the campus is pretty confusing. Need to get used to getting around. And before I forget , the learning materials gonna burn a hole unto my parent's pocket. A lecture note which we are required to buy costs $ 50 odd . Mind you , its photocopied lecture notes and not a textbook . Its really expensive and I can't imagine the thickeness of it. And add on to it , a couple of textbook which costs $ 50 odd plus also each. Wow !` Thankfully I ain't paying but my parents are. Lalala!~ Signed up for the FOC camp . I am now a registered camper. Wee!~

I am all ready for the camping experience at Nee Ann. I am a happy little camper.. Lalala!~ Back for more updates on Fri.

Sidetrack alittle . My little darling from YMCA called me up just to talk with me. So sweet. She says she so missing me and wants me back. I am like so not in any postition to help her fulfill her little wishes of me going back to visit her and the rest. Hope she understands that it is not because I do not miss them but I ain't free and its not polite to the disturb the class of the new teacher. yeah.

threw her kisses ;7:06 AM

Heya. Tomorrow will be my first day in poly. The Induction Day. I'm pretty anxious , nervous and excited. All the new faces. Thank god , atleast I got one familiar face I am sure to see tomorrow. So I am bit relaxed , that I will need not go through all this alone , but with a friend. Hopefully , we get to meet and go together. Yeah.

threw her kisses ;7:24 PM

It is been quite bad the past few weeks. I’m missing him so badly though I thought have gotten over him but it seems like I never did Everytime I happen to be somewhere near him or wadsoever . I can really sense that he is been avoiding me. Because he makes no attempt for conversation and not even acknowledge my presence and just talk ahead to the person infront or beside me. Just ignoring my total presence. It bothers me. Though I have said I have nothing more with him but I did not except things to turn this way. I really hate having to face such coldness from him. I do not think I deserve this. I think things will be much better if we both can help each other through this. Instead of just chucking me out totally. Upset. When I said I wanted things to end . It did not mean I stop loving , but I continue loving. You hold a signifinace in my life and you totally do not vanish when I said “No!”. I really hope you can understand all this and I do not want to lose a friend.

threw her kisses ;8:00 AM

Super Sad. Feel like crying. Just a feeling.

Period.

threw her kisses ;8:33 PM

Super Sad. Feel like crying. Just a feeling.

Period.

threw her kisses ;8:33 PM

6 Random Facts

1. I used to drink in baby milk bottle since Primary 6 , age of 12 that my mum finally had gotten enuff of my habit. So she threw away my bottle down the chute. Sobs`

2. I hate sharing my favourite snack which is chocolate with others , because I can never have enough of it. It is my greatest addiction and obesession.

3.I used to think when I was young , emphasis on the words when I was young , that I can get hold of the coolest thing shown on tv by just breaking the screen. Thank god! I did not do it. If not ......

4. I am scared to look beneath my bed , fearing there is boogie man waiting to catch me.

5.I talk to myself aloud and entertain myself when I am really bored or stressed.

6. I have got crushes on younger guys.It is not they are cute and wadsoever because I can't act up my age and I am always in denial about my age. Goodness ! I'm 21.

threw her kisses ;10:07 AM

This whole friendship thing sucks.

Okies.

I'm nt in the mood.

But seriously , sometimes the term friendship is used so vaguely till it sucks and stinks horrible.

Wishes to be left alone.

Thanks. =)

threw her kisses ;11:59 PM