I'll still believe

Thanks to my girlfriends.

threw her kisses ;8:09 PM

I dunnoe why I am feeling so emotional. I feel so out of form. Like I'm missing everyone and nothing seems to be working out. I'm stuck with myself and my emotions. I am struggling. I miss my Boo Boo!' so much! But it is always me . Why? Maybe I am better off on my own. As for now , I do everything on my own . I just want to be myself and I hate the feeling of getting hurt everytime this happens. I'm sorry if I sound self-centred , but I have no choice . I want to be happy!` , and to lose the grip of the roller coaster emotions. Hope you would understand! I know you will . No matter what I still will love you. Friends yeah?

threw her kisses ;10:51 AM

I feel super offended. I think there is seriously a limit to your play . Not everyone is comfortable with you touching everyone. Though at the point , I did not say anything.I did not know how to put it across. But I am seriously not comfortable and I respect some dignity .

And , I am shocked from what I heard. Is that the real you? Its making me feel disgusted.

threw her kisses ;7:03 PM

Yesterday , was the sponsorship interview at SGH. The interview was alrites. Not that intimating. Ask me if I am confident of getting it! I am not sure. Maybe 50/50. Lol. After interview , went over to grandma 's place to have lunch and nap there for awhile before left to Bugis to do shopping. Bought a long- sleeved stripey shirt at LP. Zone same with sis and bought two belts at the Bugis Village. And then came home and watched movie with sis which my dad bought the day before. I cried can while watching the movie. Like super sad ! But as usual , happy ending!

And then was in mood to do CNP journal . Complete CNP journal 1 for week 3 yesterday night itself and then today woke up , worked on the CNP journal 2 for week 4 , and now I am freed . No more assignments ! But got to go study and prepare for tommorrow's NSL practical. Yeah man. All the best peeps! Jia You!` Loves

threw her kisses ;1:38 PM

Yahoo! I am super happy . Bought a few tops today! Quite happy with my purchases . It was so fun shopping with the girls. It was really like a shopping spree and the girls thing. Yeah man! Loved today!

And , guess what! I got in for the GL position. Wow!' I am looking forward to the FOC camp .

threw her kisses ;8:51 PM

Like finally , the SGH got back to me in regards to the sponsorship. I'm like been scheduled for interview this coming Saturay. Not really sure , what to expect! Is it wise even to go for the sponsorship? Though it sounds attractive with all the incentivties and the knowing that I will get paid during my whole course of study and plus an assurance of job after upon graduation. I will just pray about it and submit it to God.

And , yesterday , I went for the GL interview. Thanks to my friends to accompany me go , if not I will just nt go because I wasn't sure of the venue and plus there was AAP quiz today , and wanted to get home as early as possible to study for it and get to work on the FON presentation. Bt then heng! there wasn't much people and i got to go in much earlier and I was done! Now , got to wait for the GL results. Yeah. Special thanks to Benedict.

This whole week , my mood was kind of fouled. And there is so much of negative vibes in the air. Hope to clear the vibes! Yeah man! Happy weekend!`

threw her kisses ;9:25 PM

Super sad day! I feel super sad! :(

threw her kisses ;10:03 PM

Eeks! I have been sick since Monday! This is like my second time falling sick since school started. Its really time I check up my body and somemore its like not even so long since the last time I had fallen sick and yet again I am sick. Damn. I hate the feeling of falling sick. It upsets me soo much!
School is not as exciting as the first few weeks! Everyone seems to be busy and all the quizzes and assignments are draining out everybody! So sad!` But what to do right ? You got to do what you ought to do! Yeah! Study!
And I met pork floss to watch Spidey . I prefered the later parts to the movie , where Peter Parker turns into EMO character. Hahaha. So cute! Damn! Spidey is so self-seeking and attention-seeker. He loves attention! Lalala!~
Yeah , laters I going to meet the Famous Four. Excited! Got soo much to tell them. I miss them lots!` Yayness!`
~~If living in denial gonna hlp , then hlp yourself to it . - To someone~~

threw her kisses ;10:33 AM

Firstly , Happy Mothers' Day to my Dearest Mum! I love yout lots! You are my everything.

Sentosa was so fun yesterday! It was super fun , getting all wet and playing in the sand. The sea breeze blowing the hair and sitting and baking in the sand . I so love the beach. Hope to go there soon again. I wanna watch the song of sea . It looked so nice so faraway . Yeah! I can imagine the beauty of it when I am there. It will be a fantasy. Yeah man!

threw her kisses ;10:43 PM

Coming weeks in school , is expected to be super busy with all the quizzes . So much of studying to be done and assignments submission due. Wow! Can faint already? I am seriously so short of time. I am like super duper stretched. This coming week , I am going to free myself this weekends. Stay home and get most things done and also to get some breather. Before , i collapse! No meetings for me this week. I will just turn it down and any other appointments . Except for those I have already fixed. Rest .... wait long long . Till hols likely. Sorry! But I seriously gonna break down if I am going in this pace over the weekends. It is making me depress and affects me plenty plenty. Hope you can understand! Good night! <3

threw her kisses ;10:30 PM

Blogger is being a bitch. It is not working properly!

threw her kisses ;4:59 PM

Yay! Like finally I got to meet Lina today. It feels so great to meet her man. Its fun reminiscing the times we shared together in MI. I miss all my friends from MI. I miss MI . All the fun and the stressful times especially promos. Anyway , she is now busy preparing for her mock tests and mid year examinations. Jia you! I may not be around to nag at ya to go study bt you have to. Its already ya final . Give it ya best ! Go girl! Love yas! Meet ya soon during the hols agn. (:

And I have not received my cheque yet. It is so fustrating. I have to hold my plans because I'm on low funds. That's like so fustrating.

And my boo boo msged me last nyte. I'm really touched by his msg. I'm all smiles. Thanks. (:

School is getting busier and am getting depressed because I have no time for my darlings!` I miss them soo much! Loves <3

Yesterday night , was horrible , I was like rushing through my journal because I forgot all about the deadline . And in the Mel the announcement wasn't posted . So I assumed no assignments this week. But what a surprise awaited as I blog-hopped. There is assignment to be handed in the next day. I felt like crying then because I was not prepared. Thank God! I managed to complete it and submit it! Yayness!`

threw her kisses ;9:23 PM

Today is his birthday.
Happy Birthday to you!
Missing you soo much!
Hope you have a great day in camp!
Loves <3

threw her kisses ;10:42 AM

Super Sad. Feel like crying. Just a feeling.

Period.

threw her kisses ;8:33 PM

I just got home. Been out the whole day since morning. It's holiday! Yay! I finally got the time to get my ipod fixed. Some software failure. Heng! Need not fork out any money for repairs. It is so heartpain paying for repairs. I just so hate it for paying for repairs. It is really not worth. Thank god, need nt pay. Then went over to hougang , to meet my sis . Accompanied her to get her shoes and I ended up tempting myself to shop . I need to save. My bank is drying up. And then dad , joined us went to look at lappie . Found one that my dad and I were interested. Most likely getting that ; went to source around at tampines . And now we kind of fixed on getting it. Dad is out again now. I am back home. Maybe tonight ... maybe. excited . And... my sis and me got really hyper in the whole process , we went cam-whoring. Yeah. Cam-whoring. I love taking pics. Snap Me ! I wanna go and update my ipod now. Lalala!`

threw her kisses ;7:42 PM

Yesterday , had gone to play pool with few of my classmates. It was total new experience to me. I never played pool till yesterday. I really suck at it man. Even though , i was given much coaching. I really suck at it because requires much concentration , focusing and precise movement. I give hoots about it. I just want to hit and get it done. I have no skills and patience to games like these.My puny brain hurts. I prefer games which are fast paced they excite me the most. Yeah. Running and sweating is my ideal game. Yeah , sorry , guys , if I dampened your spirits! But it was fun with you guys but just the game. Not my game! Yeah. I love you , guys! Hahaha . The neoprint session was fun , squeezing and trying to capture us all and thanks to someone keep on destorying the pic by doing something last-minute when about to snap. Boo to you! Boo!` It was great. But next time , hope to have more people and have much more fun , yeah! Cheers!`

threw her kisses ;9:05 AM