I'll still believe

Goodbye 2007

Timeline of events

Jan - Tao Nan School , YMCA

Feb - Tao Nan School , YMCA

Mar - Poly Posting Results , 21 st Birthday

Apr - Poly Life

May - SGH Sponsorship , HS delegates

June - Common Test , Holidays

July - Clinical Attachment ( Primary and Community Health Services)

Aug - Sister's Birthday Celebration

Sept - Holidays & Sem 1 Results :)

Oct - Clinical Attachment ( Ward 73) . Semster 2 of Poly Life . Spiritual Dryness

Nov - Common Test

Dec - Clinical Attachments ( Ward 57). NUH Operating theatre . Holidays & Gathering

I must say 2007 had been a fairly a good year for me. I turned 21st. But it was frightful like what I thought it were to be, like all the responsibilities. I still the very much sheltered by my parents. So I am still the young girl, age is just numbers. I am glad in how my year enfolded, my poly posting results getting into Health Science Nursing. The poly life is indeed a great blessing; I am doing so much better in poly comparing to all my years of education in various institutions. I feel truly blessed that I was made to wait to enjoy these blessing. And, the SGH sponsorship was another great blessing. And, all the experiences I gained in clinical attachment have matured me.

And, I am thankful that I am still close to my family and friends. I am glad for all the new friendships I made this year and sorry for some lost friendship. But, that’s the circle of life, I suppose. Losing some and gaining many more. But I never regret , losing those few because it made me treasure the rest even more. And , I am ever close with my family and my close friends. They bring great joy ,laughter and smiles to me.

I looking forward to another great year in 2008 with family and friends.

Wishing everyone a blessed 2008!

threw her kisses ;10:50 AM

I finally managed to complete my FON assignment. So , now its out of the way . Yippy!`

And I managed to clean my bookshelf last night. Threw away tons and tons of paper, all the lecture and tutorial notes from MI. Oh my! Wondering. How many trees must have being chopped down to just produce those papers ? Its really way way alot of paper. I had fun time throwing them down the chute. All the noises the chute created. Lol.

I finally got my planner for 2008 yesterday , and I was looking at the dates . It seems like 2008 going to be a really a busy year for me. Good . I like busy year. I need to soon come up with my new year resolutions. I know I never fullfilled any of my new year resolutions for 2007 . Maybe I did for the part on my studies , getting good grades and spending time with family and friends. But I had compromised my walk with God really alots. I need to fix my walk with God in the coming new year 2008.

threw her kisses ;6:50 PM

Today , I met Azeena. She just came back from Canada , student exchange programme close to 4 months. It was so good to see her. She still looked the same , not much of difference , a little fairer and better complexion though. Haha. It was just so great to see her and able to spend time with her today in the morning.

After , which I rushed over to Marina Square to meet my cousins for lunch at Seoul Garden. We were there only for awhile say about an hr plus and after which left , since my elder cousin had some meeting in school , and so me and my other cousin just went around walking in Marina Square . Dorothoy Perkins is having sales and it is really tempting me to spend and splurge , giving me all the reasons. The word " SALES" is driving me nuts. Oh my!

But , I managed to resist myself from spending and splurging. That's the good news. :)

threw her kisses ;8:48 PM

Blessed Christmas!

I attended Christmas Service today . It was indeed refreshing to rededicate our lives back to CHRIST and remembering HIS BIRTH , and to marvel at the beauty of the SALVATION of mankind through the grace and mercy of GOD , who sent HIS ONE AND ONLY SON , JESUS CHRIST for everyone of us , be it to be the Jews , the God chosen people and to even Gentiles like us . God has graciously embraced us in HIS plan and extended HIS comprehensive and infinite love to us .

It reminded me to disentangle myself from the hustle and bustle of this holiday season to internalise the real meaning of Christmas - God's love and forgiveness to all mankind. To Him who had gifted us with His most precious son, Jesus Christ, as the ultimate sacrifice for our salvation, to offer myself in return "as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God" - just as Romans 12:1.

CHRISTMAS ISN'T CHRISTMAS

TILL IT HAPPENS IN THE HEART <3

threw her kisses ;9:16 PM

I like finally got a day with my bestie.

I miss her soo soo much.

I am truly gald to meet her .

We met at Bugis , and then we went to the dorthoy perkins outlet to check out their ranges , there wasn't anything much there and hence , decided to go over the one in raffles place , the range there was also terrible. Hence , we decided to just head down to town . While in town , the ranges in the dorthoy perkins was much better , bought two hoodie tops there . And Shalini suggested we should check out the ranges in Great World City too as the outlet is rather big compared to ones we visited. We made our way there after our movie , we watched the movie , Good Luck Chuck . Its my first R21 movie. The movie was pretty hilarious. We did major shopping in the outlet in Great World City , maybe is just me but she did shop too.

We were both happy shoppers!` I bought many many tops and bottoms. Haha.

threw her kisses ;10:56 PM

Nuts about you - his peanut buttery milkshake.

I really had a great time tonight. Though , I was kind of late in meeting him , because I was out with my family shopping for furnitures. So I like when I finally met him , we went to the movies counter to see what show was available and decided to watch the elizabeth : golden age at O945pm , and then went to the cafe " the white dog " for dinner. The food was good and so was the ambience. I really loved the place. Like really my kind of place :) with the background of the sentosa waterfront. Very lovely indeed. And then after which we went to walk around , just looking at shades for himself and bag for me, and taking pictures of the christmas tree decorations. And then , it was movie time , the movie is just an average rating . I loved the costumes . very victoria-ious . Not much of storyline. Movie ended close to midnight. It's christmas eve!` Happy Happy!` And now I am home , blogging. :)

I was all smiles that day . I really enjoyed myself that night :)

threw her kisses ;1:27 AM

Today , I was practically lazing at home in the morning , because I had no plans for the morning and only at late afternoon I had plans to meet him. So the family was wanting to go out and to look for furniture since my dad was wanting to get a new bed for me and sis. We went to Courts Tampines to look around and then like there the salesman was promoting their megadeal , the bedroom suite which includes queensize bedframe , bedside table , 2 -door wardrobe and a dressing table. Its like a "WOW" and i wanted dad to get it for me. I like always wanted a proper wardrobe as currently my clothes are all over in makeshift cupboards and boxes because my clothes have spilled out from my wardrobe. And I love mirrors , and what more I can ask for with a dressing table with a decent long mirror. Its terrific. Its totally loves. Then , i was joking with my sis that was I going to move next door , as in next room . She got alittle emotional about it . I understand how you feel. But I think we should start growing up and moving out of our familiar grounds , but not too far away from the family . Family , will be family , we ain't compromising anything on it. :) Its' difficult for me too. Lol. Anyway , we are in the same roof still , I just shifting room to the next door . You can crash in anytime and I can crash in anytime. So duncha worry about all the changes. Embrace changes , it forges greater bonds. :)

Dad has bought the bedroom suite . It will arrive in Jan 2 , 2008.

threw her kisses ;5:35 PM

Stayed home the entire day. I actually wanted to go find my sis and her friend after the postman delivered my stuff. I waited for the postman till 4.30pm plus till I was so lazy to drag my ass out of home that I choose to stay home. And it started raining yet again. It is raining without fail every single day. Its kind of annoying , the wet weather and being forced to carry out an umbrella and the need to wear proper footwear just in case not to slip and fall cos of the wet and slippery flooring.

So what I did staying home , I was watching movie after movie like movie marathon and then at the same time chatting with my friend. She was like telling me how she was feeling towards the people around her , and I dunnoe somehow I felt that I had disappointed her. I do admit I was very much carried away with my own stuff that I made no effort.

Sorry.

threw her kisses ;7:29 PM

I just met the girls , went for dinner together. We went to chomp chomp food centre.

The place brings back much memories of my childhood . My grandparents used to stay there , and everytime we could come over to the chomp chomp for dinner like whenever we feel like eating especially with grandpa and my boy cousin. We could sneak out without even telling granny , coz she will nag that she has cooked at home but we still choose to go. And today, going back to the place , brought back all the happier times , I wish i could go back time . Maybe one day , I should bring over my grandpa there and have a meal with him. But I doubt I can ever do it because I am no longer close with him and so with my boy cousin. Like we , all have grown up. Pretty sad ,eh!

The time with the girls was fun. With much loves .

threw her kisses ;7:49 AM

I never found the chain. And I'm still pretty upset about it. I just hope that it can mysteriously appear infront of me someday. That day will be joy!` Seriously.

threw her kisses ;11:30 AM

I just wish I had the magic wand to find my chain. I have been searching for it low and high and its nowhere to be found since yesterday. It's getting me , upset. Really upset.

threw her kisses ;11:04 PM

HIGH TEA & MOVIE WITH COUSINS AND D. SISTER.
WITH LOVE ,JOY , LAUGHTER <3

The Elder Cousin , Vicky!`:)

Me :)

Dearest Sister!` :)

Cousin Menna , A for Alvin!` :)

Sweet tooth :)

The Sweet Spread!`:)

Tipsy :)

I'm hungry and A , you are cool!`

The Hand-Drop!`

Merry X'mas !` :)

Sister & Me :)

Get Munked!`

We , the family! :)

Christmas is here :)

Goodbye:)

threw her kisses ;11:59 PM

The more I expect and hope , the more upsetting it gets.
Its better to be myself and not complicate things.
Let things remain this way.
Promise.

threw her kisses ;10:42 AM

Hahaha. I bought my OREOS a little gift , when I went shopping today with my mum and sis. I saw something that reminded me of my OREOS and I though it would be the perfect gift for them in this season of giving. I really hope they could hold the same sentiment to it like I did when I found the gift. I never wanted to move away from the OREOs but just all the school shit stressed us. And I never did move away , I am always here for them.

threw her kisses ;10:05 PM

I'm a B+ STUDENT NURSE!`

I'm super super glad that my attachment is over. I can finally have holidays for two weeks. And I so need to do my FON journal and get it out of my way before I can truly truly enjoy the holidays. Hopefully , I can it done by this weekend. :X

And , today I was touched by one of the PCA , Angie in my room. She presented me with a christian literature and with a little note of encouragement on my walk with God. I did not expect the gesture from her. I was truly touched that she wanted to share and encourage me. Thank you.

And , I need to get well soon both physically and spiritually!`

threw her kisses ;9:01 PM

What is the world becoming? All the pretty boys are no longer attracted to girls but otherwise. Is because they are "pretty" , they think they are more femine. Hur hur. Oh my , all my fantasy of pretty boys will just be wishful if the entire world is turning against me. What is wrong with me ? Why am I getting upset here? Fullstop.

threw her kisses ;9:36 PM

I'm feeling so hungry. Though I have been eating throughout the day. I think some hungry ghost must have landed on me. I'm like super hungry. And I am getting agitated because there isn't anything left to munch on . Sadded.

And I spent my weekends at home , mostly sleeping . Hopefully , the coming week will past by fast and then I can breathe the holiday air. I will be offfically be free from 14 dec onwards after 3pm plus. So people , you can jio me out. I want to watch some good movies and do "some" shopping . And eat ~~some~~ good food . And hope to have camwhoring session. And alot of exercise . And catch up with good o'friends. I miss my girls. Our night out, pretty please come by quick!`

threw her kisses ;10:47 PM

I shall do some justice to my blog. I have abandoned my blog for the past one week. Blame it on clinlical attachment. I have been dead beat the past few days because of the attachments. And for updates on clinical attachment , please visit www.missyintraining.blogspot.com. One week of attachment is finally over and got another one more week of attachment. I'm so looking forward to my two weeks break , though I am little upset that my holiday trip is cancelled. I won't be going KL on dec 17-19 anymore because the situtation in KL doesn't seem to be stable , with news flashing now and then . So better to play safe , remain in Singapore and enjoy my short break.

Oh my , I must say I found one very good-looking "ang mo" patient in my ward. He is really super good-looking . Sadly , I am not working in his cubicle and he is already discharged this week. Lol. There is also one good-looking guy nurse . Sadly , only worked two shift similar to his .And he has same name as HIM. We are both in the same B2 station though. Hope got more chances in the following week. :)

And there is one annoying brag np guy student , who keeps taggin along during my breaks and striking conversation . I super disgusted with his scandalous affair. He is definately not my kind of guy . Fullstop.

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