I'll still believe

I decided to go for the house visitation. Since, she msged me again to confirm. I was already ready to msg my excuse for not going but then I decided to go since I have been staying home far too long since Friday night and if counting Saturday Morning marketing with my mum. I have been home since Saturday morning. I guess I need to roam the streets for some feeling of the festive. So I shall heed the streets tomorrow. Drats! I will need to wake up early. If I will to go though. Hahaha. I guess its okai because all the more I can come back and sleep. Make up for the lost sleep! So yeah. I better be heading to my sleepy land now. I ain’t feeling too well though. My stomach feels queasy. Guess, I have been munching a lot since I have been home for a long time. Hopefully, I feel better tomorrow. Gd nyte. 12.19 am

I am back from my visitation. It was good. Our CD showed us her wedding photos and some pics of herself when she was younger and her pictures of her adventurous trips in Nepal. Nepal is one country; I hope to visit in the near future. The sceneries are so good there and the men are really hot also. Hahahaha... The Guruakas. I have a fetish for Guruakas because they are athletes. Enough of my crapping. Oh yeah! And our mouths did a lot of munching. The New Year goodies were good. My throat feels dry now though , hopefully I dun get sore throat. Crosses fingers. And, we crapped a lot, and learnt some history of EEFC. Thank god for how He has preserved EEFC. Yay! We took a group pic as a foundation class but Adel and James and the older Henry is missing. (absentees)

After visitation, left for town; walked Cineleisure for awhile then returned home because the place seemed little chaotic, too many people and then did not feel too good so decided to head home. Then now, watching the holiday special movie. It’s back to school tomorrow. =) I am looking forward to school. It’s going to be a short- week though. Luvin’it. Ciao.

threw her kisses ;5:35 PM

Jas had called me earlier to inform me in regards to this sat’s visitation and we were ought to come prepared to share our growth pts we want to see ourselves growing in. As she informed, she also talked about other things concerning our QCP , and then she asked me how I felt about the QCP. I, infact have nothing to say about the QCP because truthfully I have not felt anything about the QCP. I only know the people who exist in the QCP but I never knew the people in the QCP. So when she asked, I have nothing to say. She asked again, then why do you think that is the situation. A very good question. But I have no idea. The idea is very clear though, because we were never interested in one another’s lives. So we all just settle for the weekly gathering as a QCP and sometimes, we do not even gather because we are engaged in different activities. We have allowed other activities to precede over our gathering as a QCP. Hence, we never felt to be cared and interested into another’s lives in the QCP. Moreover, the interaction among the QCP has also taken the flow of being structured. So our care and concern are never displayed genuine but mere structure. I guess a lot of efforts are to be made if we are to come together as a QCP. We are ought to care and show love for one another all days and not being a weekly affair. In my previous QCP , it was also some sort like this towards the end but the other days , we really came together in the week , to meet up and talk through dinner and in the week , we smsed and called to find out for one another. It felt real genuine care and concern , and occasional playing together also helped us bond as a QCP. It did not really feel like a structure but it was rather free and easy. This is how I feel. And few weeks back , I was told that I was holding unto a superficial level of commitment . I thought I was opening up more bt then if I open up , I expect others also to open up. This is the mutual trust, I expect. I will work towards knowing my QCP and showing my care and concern . I will make efforts. Promise. Hoping to have a good time in the coming week as we go for visitation. Going to make all efforts to know my QCP . Yay!

Oh dear! I have not worked on my homework yet. I better start working on it now. I have really bummed away 2 days of my holidays. I better be making sure , I get some work done today. Oh yeah! Tomorrow , I got a visitation to my CD’s hse. But I ain’t feeling too good to leave home. See how tomorrow . But now , need to get my assignments and tutorials done . Get my ass moving man! Ciao.

threw her kisses ;6:40 PM

Yay! Finally , baked pineapple tarts! My cravings satisfied . Yummlicious

threw her kisses ;6:12 PM

Its the Year of Dog... Woof Woof....

Xin Nian Kui Le! Gong Xi Fa Cai ! I love the festive season. I just got slightly richer. It is good to feel rich during this season. I am quite proud of myself; I have managed to save a fair bit of amount in January. I am really looking forward to saving more in the coming months. Oh yeah! I’m luving it! I feel rich. Money shall have no control over me. It’s good to be a good steward of my money. Alritey! =P

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY HOLIDAYS ...

threw her kisses ;5:00 AM

I guess I going to do some random blogging . I have nothing actually in mind to blog about but simply just some details that happened in the week. This week , I was thankful for the time , I was called back to work at Kumon. The hours were long , so it means I have earned a fair bit of cash. The kids back at Kumon are terrific. I had the same old kids I used to teach them back last time. Hahahaha .. They still recognize me . So cool ah? They diligently do their work and in doubt they ask. And some , simply crap with you over their day at school and the chief instructor has to come in and tell me not to engage in their conversation. Boo! Kids conversation are the best man. They are always humourous and little naughty . Cute. I love kids and I love talking to them.

And , for the some who are wondering how is my r/s getting along. Things are going rather slow now. I have not been talking very much to him and have not really been seeing him around. I am just caught up with myself lately and indulged totally in his thoughts and supposedly he is busy with school and ministry. I have been feeling rather not too good about this also. I am missing him soo much that I rather have not him in my thoughts , that I want to call it quits ; because it is only affecting me emotionally. I can’t handle this kind of r/s when we barely talk and he is not aware of whatever shit happens to me . Even if he does , it is because I said. So what you say? I dunnoe . I won’t make any decision. But I am just hurt and I won’t say anything for now. Maybe , we need time for things to work out. Its tough. If it is going to mean nothing ,teach me to take in my stride and hlp me walk out of it stronger. I do not wish to see myself crumpling and falling because of this shit . I really wish guys will really understand how girls feel, They are supposedly to be much better than our girlfriends to catch our finest change. Maybe they are tired of doing what they are good at because we girls are really changing every minute and every second. Sorry. I hope to have some time with you and really talk things through. I rather do it now because I do not want be bothering much abt it later in my life. I also like to urge nice guys not to send wrong signals. Be friendly and nice, but draw limits because you are playing into the girls’ heart if you become too close. You are tempting. But , I quite sure things will not be working out for us for sure. There are really plenty of differences and I can anticipate us not lasting through. So I shall give it a miss and move on with my one only lover boy, whom I love and see him in you. We will be friends, though. I am fearful of falling in and breaking. I’m scared. Enough said.

Lets now , see how has my walk being so far? I need to work on my walk. My walk is sometimes drawn closer and at times drawn distant. I will have to draw myself closer and closer. I want the intimate and personal r/s. I will have to discipline myself and draw myself closer having a prayerful soul. Pray for me ! Thank you =D

Oh yeah ! Lately ,I was totally mood out and pissed off. I can’t simply stand indecisiveness and the idea of waiting. Especially, when I have no much time to spare. I was really pissed off. I wanted to walk away. Sorry , guys! For not joining you guys , I so wanted to go out and have some time with you guys but I had to leave. So sorry , guys! I guess I sucked ! Sorry! The whole mood out was in me throughout the whole week. The day just sucked . I was angry . I wish people just do not complicate things when things are already planned. We plan because we want to accommodate; not to meeting one and one’s only needs. So understand and act . I shall leave the matter . But leave me out of it in the future. I care less about it now. I hope it doesn’t affect me. I will keep silent about it.

Oh dear! I am storing up on little gifts for him. Okies.. Enough for now… Seeya ..

threw her kisses ;2:59 PM

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It looks pretty right? It isn't my work though. But my friend's . So sweet of him. Thanks <3

threw her kisses ;5:05 AM

Today, I had watched Memoirs Of Geisha . The movie is damn so nice can. I can’t help saying those who think the movie was bad , I guess you guys did not know how to enjoy the movie. The movie had a good storyline and the settings were fantastic. Oh people! Take time and enjoy the movie . It is so good. The movie can make you think beyond what they presented in the storyline. I ain’t saying the part of the eels and the cave. But how an impression plays in the heart of the young and how it motivates the young. The love and hope the young child found after she was separated from family and brought to the house. When everything seemed bleak, she found the little hope and love in the gesture of kindness. Sweet . I loved the girl in how she displayed her child-like faith in destiny and her secret admiration , she kept through the years. Awesome. When everything , when beyond her. She lose the hope and let it go in the wind . But how sweet ;was the wind had brought the little hope and love , she found in the due time. We can’t ask for more sun or less rain. But we can hold onto the unfoldings of the faith , we display. It is so nice. The sceneries holds a greater impression. Thumbs up to Memoirs of Geisha! =D

Today , was the last week of school for this week ; because tomorrow is the CNY celebration. I want to wish all my Chinese friends “ Happy & Prosperous New Year!” and to my fellow friends “ Happy Holidays!”. It is going to be nearly a one- wk break. I need to spend time well. Need to do some planning and artwork for someone special , because the big day is approaching soon enough.

Oh yeah! I am feeling rather sick now . Going to take rest. Hopefully , I ain’t thinking too much .. Save me from falling…. Adidos

threw her kisses ;9:58 PM

I haven’t found a time to really blog. I have always come online hoping to blog about the day somewhat I am just soo tired. I close the com and head to sleepy land. The past week was rather very draining and very tiresome. This week, was the first week of the New Year, I had one whole stretch of school from mon till sat. Waking up 5 am daily or sometimes a few mins later because I gt trouble getting up. School is so far coming along fine. But somewhat now, I seem to hate PE lesson. It is just getting freaking difficult. All the running and jumping and push-ups. I dun mind the running but I simply hate the rest. Schoolwork seems manageable still. But I need to focus and diligent to revise. I am getting rather complacent when I see the knowledge being re-taught. I will need to check on myself timely if not I will be sitting through lessons with “ i-know- all” attitude.

On Wednesday, I heard frm my qcp that elder serene had passed on. She was one the first few pioneers of Emmaus. She had contributed very much to the works of God into the lives of many siblings. She even designed and structured over weekly foundation lessons. Sister Serene, had played a very crucial role in bridging our personal walk with the Lord. And her personal walk with the Lord also inspired and encouraged many us. She saw joy in the suffering and the hope she gave to many us. I have not seen and spoken to sister, serene but I heard so much abt her in the sharings of other siblings. She was a person who showed very much love to others around her , and her love was shared through the testimony of other siblings. All I know, Sister serene had fought a good fight.

Then later in Wednesday, I had met my cuzins to accompany her get her trainers from Queensway. We had dinner together. The dinner was really gross. Too much meat. It was such a put off. Gross man and really in the verge of puking. Sweden dishes are not my bed of roses. Their diet is so meaty man. Too much till it was so gross. But on the nicer note, the cheesecake was yummilicious. Bought her trainers and left home. I am shacked.

Thursday , long day in school . I can’t actually remember much details in school. Later after school , had meeting with Eeping . She had gone through the session I missed last week.

Friday! Thank God its Friday! It was the shortest day in school but still then the day was really long, maybe because I was too conscious about the time. I was waiting to get home and hit the bed. I have depleted all energy. But ended up, I had decided to join the girls and go eat at al’meen before going home. I had to work at night. I am thankful; they called me back to work. I am in desperate need of cash. So at night , I was working. The kids have not changed except for one or two kids. The rest were all my old students, they were so nice. They are adorable kids. They listen well and do their work well. Impressive kids! Earned some cash! Happy!

Saturday, had to return back to school was 3-hr lecture . It is simply pure madness; sitting through 3 hr lecture. But somehow, I survived. I am a survivor. After lecture , had to rush down to Guilin . Bussed down to Guilin . Then I was forced by Eeping to get lunch for myself and made to eat. Then attend foundation and yf . Walking by faith and not by sight was the key truth for the day. After , trained down Bugis for Phobe’s Birthday Celebration; celebrated at some Chinese Restaurant along the Bugis Village stretch , the food was good. And we took some pictures together as a QCP.

Happy 14th Birthday , Phobe! ( 22 Jan 2006)

My Dinner

threw her kisses ;12:03 PM

It was such a chore getting up for school today. I was really dead-beat , after the long hours of working on the maths assignment. It frigging tiring man , cracking my brain cells over some silly maths question. I have no idea how it is going to help me in the real world but many will say it helps to straighten my thinking to think logic. But I guess I have considerable level of logic. I am happy with the logic , I have for now. Bleah. Sleep is really overruling my body now. It is urging me to give in and just sleep through my lessons. Goodness ! I somehow have to keep myself a wake man. Thankfully, Sammie’s caramel lolly came to my resue , I was sucking the lolly through my maths lessons. 2 periods. I was awake. And I did something foolish also in class. I was dressing up the cute little mandarin orange , Tracy gave the class. So sweet of her to share the festive spirit with the class. Thank you , Tracy! I was caught in the act of dressing the oranges. I will post the pics of it below after my post , for pure entertainment and pleasure. Please do not complain against me. As if , u dare ? !?!?! Then , today finally we managed to present our presentation on cloning. I guess we did pretty well though I am guilty of not preparing my speech. Who cares ryte?? PW IS OVER. But I guess I should not adopt such attitude. I’m sorry! I am just not gotten over the PW and the little “fights” in our groups. I am looking forward to 3 pm and I can knockout from school. But, my day doesn’t end yet. I got to attend PH2 mgt at 1600h @ Clementi. The mgt was not as bad as I thought. It was quick and brief . While in the midst of mgt , I received some stupid freaking smses … Mushy msgs. Goodness! Eeeks.. The person on the other end , kept on playing guess who , it is really fustrating man. I ain’t interested in these kind of stupid declaration . I ain’t desperado to fall for these crap. It isn’t Valentine’s day yet , YOU GOONS! The person is just making me hate him / her most. A freaking and exhausting day today. And weird day , yesterday! Sad and gloomy with grey clouds . I teared because of him. Memories are etched so deep within me. I saw his nick “ I really want to love you with my heart and soul” . I am longing for the love. I ain’t mushy for some who thinks I am . I am just seeking comfort and solace. In search of love…… Adios…

threw her kisses ;10:48 PM

Tues – Public Holiday “ Hari Raya Haji” (Sister’s celebration @ Home)

Wed – “Interact Club Mgt “

Thurs – Bugis; Hangout with Goofy Gobbers (Missing: Pom Pom & Theresa)

Fri – Celebrated Sheryl’s 19th Birthday / Quality Time with Darling

Shucks! Lousiness engulfs my body.

threw her kisses ;12:38 PM

Monday was the goofy gobbers’ day out. It was so damn fun. We were bitching and joking on our way to Orchard, then a lady from the public had to mention to us to low down our noise, because we are in the public. Maybe we were making a lot of noise, but I think it’s a common sight especially after school hours. Students are usually loud. The lady was really not happy but who cares but her. She must have had a really poor social life, I supposedly guess. Silence is never found in groups of students together.

Dinner at Sake Sushi. It was good. Sammie, darling and I shared a party sushi set. It was a lot. We couldn’t finish it. Packed home the reminder. I am going gaga over MayO…. Dip …Dip …Dip… Packed MayO also… I want More MayO….. Its so yummilicious….

First Neoprints for the Year 2006. It was so much of shouting and screaming; and climbing bars.

Back home , so much work to be done.. So much of preparation for the next day celebration at home…. But damn tiring manz ..

Oops.. forgot to mention about school .. School was rather fast sailing… Had 1 period of PE, it was damn tiresome. Made to run around the track , for 5-6 rounds. Imagine after hols, then you go running.. Have to say , stamina dropped really bad .. Bt maybe because I wasn’t feeling well. Wadeva , the case! It wasn’t good.

Addios…

P:S/ The girls got a common earrings for the goofy gobbers. Yay! Yeah ! Go Mickey! Can’t wait to get mine from the girls. =D

threw her kisses ;10:05 PM

Brrr.. It’s so cold. It has been raining non-stop since morning. It is annoying. I am getting frustrated with the rain though the weather is nice but it is just too much. I am going to lodge a complain to the skies. The rain is making me feel feverish.

It’s back to school tomorrow. It’s week 2. Work has already started falling in, need to be discipline to do revision. I was absent from school for 2 days last week and now things are rather changed, because there is sitting arrangement and all the crap. I rather sit alone and be myself. I just want to focus. It may make me to be a weird person. Who cares?! All I wish he does not open his big gap tomorrow and irritate me. I had enough of his stupid nonsense and comments. I rather he do his profession proper and save himself, rather than picking on me. I have my limits. Do not make me nasty! School is a crap man.

I am so broke can. I can’t afford to go out and pamper myself. The finance is quite bad. I am so tempted to take out my savings but then I will have to double save , then it will be more pathetic . Let the cash flow in! Okays, one thing I’m glad is that the weather is bad, so it is making me stay indoors , so I can save a little on it. But I guess! I need to work extra hard in saving … the cash is so hard to control. The world is so expensive! Can I bargain with the prices of the world … Lol

My love lies over the ocean
My love lies over the sea
My love lies over the ocean
Oh bring back my love to me

Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me, to me
Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me

Last night as I lay on my pillow
Last night as I lay on my bed
Last night as I lay on my pillow
I dreamed that my love was beside

Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me, to me
Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me

Oh blow ye the winds o'er the ocean
And blow ye the winds o'er the sea
Oh blow ye the winds o'er the ocean
And bring back my love to me

Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me, to me
Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me

The winds have blown over the ocean
The winds have blown over the sea
The winds have blown over the ocean
And brought back my love to me

Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me, to me
Bring back, bring back
Bring back my love to me

MISSING YOU LOTS! ARE U MISSING ME ALSO?
BETTER BE?!?!?!

threw her kisses ;9:26 PM

Can you believe it? One week has passed. Time flies really fast. It’s Saturday! I had a one-to-one with my CD over lunch today. I was sharing with her my struggles from the transition of module 1 to module 2. I was sharing how difficult it was to let go for the transformation to take place. Then, she used an illustration of a poorly furnished house with bad conditions; over the years the people living in the house will begin to adapt to the conditions and they will be very much comfortable to their environment and were be very much resistant to changes, because they have identified it as their environment. Hence, they are uneasy when they are told to change their environment. The change becomes difficult, as they tend to lose their sense to the current conditions. But what awaits them is a pleasant surprise! A house so beautiful, well furnished! The process of struggling is the renovation process. And the awesomeness is the beautiful work! So she was encouraging me to let go and have faith. Then followed by foundation. We were still dealing in the issue with S vs. C. And we were recapping the past week discussion, one main thing that strike was to crucify it: the things of the flesh and the things of the world.

After foundation, was QCP out @ East Coast. The weather was rather bad. The rain was stop rain stop rain. So was kinda inconvenient. We had to come out then go back into the Macs for shelter. So we were settled for playing card games in the Macs, it was kinda fun; playing Uno and we modified the game to test each other reaction time. The friends who joined us for the day were really a friendly bunch of peeps. Hahaha. Then we were playing truth or dare with them, then it was Ben ‘s turn then he was suppose to share about an incident which he was hurt most. Then he blurted out a “ tooot” and I saw the look on the others, they were really shocked and they were quick to stop him. Goodness. I almost bursted out laughing. It was fun. I had a good time with my QCP and the friends. It was fun , even though the rain spoilt the fun of games. But we had a good time!

P:S: First week of the new year has passed , I have not seen my darlz yet! Missing you!

threw her kisses ;11:55 PM

Aiyo! Zeena is really nonsense la! I was telling her of my condition and then she kept insisting that I should be visiting a specialist and rectify the problem. I know it is considered serious but I somehow do not see its importance now and I know for sure the treatment is going to be X-pensive, so I rather wait and see the condition over the years. I am young. Then I go “ yayaya” to her and she scolds me. Goodness! She ah?!?! … Then she wants to speak to my parents and to him about my condition. Oh dear! But why him? Funny la, you! Speak to my parents okay! But him little weird lehz. Why does he want to know, and you think if he tells I obey. I will not lor. I have my own stand. I dun even listen to you or my parents and what makes you sure I listen to him. Goodness! But good try to making me listen to your advice! I will look out for a specialist in the years la for now I will leave it. Thanks for the care and concern. I am fine and I will sure take care. You too better take care and eat proper meals. Do not count eating junks for proper meals! We are really weird! Advising one another over health matters.

With that, I had not gone to school for 2 days already. I was on MC. School started on Jan 3 and then Jan 5, I am at home. All because the gates of the dam were wide open and flooding is in process. Hahaha… It’s very frustrating. It may sound amusing to some but that is the condition of me. I got weird body with weird problems. Thankfully, I did not need to go school, if not paiseh myself only. Hope it ends real soon. It’s making me really agitated and cranny. I am craving for lots of chocolates. I want chocos… I am getting emotional.. need my anti –depressant.

Urgent Matters :
I need to do some reading up of my topics. I have to start now and get the momentum. Need to be discipline to start studying. Popluation Geo, here I come. Karst Landscape, here I come… Alkanes, here I come …Vectors, here I come!!! I shall embrace all of you …

threw her kisses ;9:51 PM

Its so annoying my com is getting hung. I was blog-hopping earlier and read some post off some friends’ blog. Some entries really disturbed me and some meant really personal. I am now all upset about it. Things, which they speak about, were my struggles also and I too had difficulty much dealing with it. The way things are looked at, is so difficult and the way to change thinking is also difficult. But one thing sure, its just a phase you will have to brave through. I guess, we belong very much to the same group of people. But, be sure we will walk out of it sooner or later. It will need of hard work and perseverance, and patience and tolerance. I too have cried over it and even stupid in enough to hold suicidal thoughts. But it’s stupid! Take time and reflect, even now when I think about it, it still hurts but I have walked out of it but I will face the cycle again sooner or later. It’s part an parcel of the life. Be strong!

threw her kisses ;11:55 PM

Second day at school; I was early again. Back to my early mornings in school. No more coming in late, firstly it was never in my history of being late to school except for yesterday’s brush of being late. I sat in my old sitting position, by the window facing the school quadrangle. I like sitting by the window. Hahaha.. the view is so good. I can look around after each lesson for a break but not during lessons. I’m attentive during lesson. But it very much depends, but mostly I am. The lessons have not started proper yet. So far only, maths lesson have started, did revision on vectors. Need to do some reading up and practicing. I have forgotten much. For human geography, need to do reading up on Population Geography. So far, the day in school was rather slack. Oh yeah! PE today, not bad, I was able to take the running and all despite of the long holidays doing no proper exercise except for occasional playing of sports. But it was rather tiring, running up slopes, doing sit-ups, push-ups and jumping jacks. And then, the horror, weight & height session. I need to do something about my weight. It doesn’t seem to be going anywhere; need to go on intensive villa wellness training. Hiyah! I keep on saying only but I never discipline to carry out. Need to think of ways to make it possible. A little sshhhhhhhhh!!! About today…. I will keep it to myself… Hahaha … Shucks! I hate red-card!

The thoughts in my little mind:
Stop assuming my emotions and thoughts. Let me happy or wad ever! I have no regard for YOU! I will never allow myself to respect you, no matter what. I will never boost my self-esteem with your “ words of motivation” because it will NEVER WORK. Count yourself lucky, and treasure whatever you can for you never will be lucky for long! Better not stretch too far. I am little envious though; on how can the system allow jokers, like you to be accepted. Like RC shared, the society has NO PLACE for failures and that is REALITY. I very much agree with RC. You are just exceptional and I rather you not boast because it DOESN’T WORK ANY LONGER. The harder way to the society works and they are models to the society.

I am also little pissed over the way my time are divided. I am okay with school and all , the usual routine. But I am not okay when I am asked to surrender extra time on weekday. I find it really difficult, because I find rather difficult to give up on my time because I feel I need the time for other things. I dunnoe. But I find myself angry over this matter because I find it too demanding and I am forced to let go. It’s difficult. Hiaz… I will wait and pray in regards to my stewardship of my time.

threw her kisses ;11:48 PM

It is back to school. Can you imagine, I was almost late for school? I was made to stand behind the benches in the canteen to take my pledge and sing the school song and national anthem. I was never late for school before. But this was strange I never realized I was late and I was still walking into school with no care, just walking into the school and hoping to chat with my friends. The bell must have gone bonkers; because when I checked the time in my watch it was still 10 mins early. Weird. While on my journey to school, there was a fire in the shop houses along the Sungei Road, the “thief market “ area. So the bus got little delayed and the bus route was diverted. It was so much happening for the first day of school. Then, when I stepped into the quadrangle to join my class, I cldn’t find my class, so I just stood behind some art class and listened to morning announcements. While there, Ms Ruby Khoo walked in and said “Hi”. It was so sweet and nice of her and then Ms Foong walked in and gave me a warm hug. They are so sweet. Then Mr. Sengu walked in and greeted me. That was kinda weird. I hardly do talk to him besides Tamil class and only once outside school because we were traveling back in the same bus. But the gestures just made me feel welcomed back into school for the new term. Then, it is time for reporting to our exam venue, which I wasn’t sure, where to report and the teachers kept asking us to report there and here. Finally, It was settled, we took our exams in my form class itself. Imagine returning back to school and doing an examination. It is a bad idea! I wrote on the topic on “ I will not exchange my leisure hours for the wealth in the world.” This is something I felt many are struggling to let go. Wealth seems practical but Leisure means pleasure. And, I thought it was the end for today, but I had to sit for Tamil paper also. I guess I am going to fail the paper. I was struggling to read the comprehension, so I just picked out the main words, I found identical to the question. Followed by both papers, it was principal’s talk in the hall. The principal used the illustration of the reaction time of runners to illustrate the outcome at the end of race. Then, finally it was class time. We appointed the positions in class, the class people looks fine. A friendly bunch of people and fun-loving. Hope to have a good time with my classmates =) School was good! I also had my QT finally. ~Woots !

threw her kisses ;7:36 PM

It’s a whole new year. A brand new year for fresh starting. I am all excited for this New Year. I am going to be really serious and be focus for this year, reaching my resolutions and little goals, which I will set for myself. I want to change for the better. I am going to learn to be responsible and taking initiative for my own personal growth and also in the benefit of looking into the needs of others. In my previous post, I have mentioned several things I am ought to take up in this year 2006. I pray for myself that I will be much reminded of my little goals I have set for myself and I will diligently pick it up and accomplish it. The two main aspects , I will need to counter-check often will be in the stewardship of my time and money. And other issue, I will need to very much deal with will be my decision-making; this will set in few months from now. But I will need to pray in regards to my decision-making. It is a year with a lot unfolding of plans. I will learn to trust and obey; a closer walk, I crave and yearn.

threw her kisses ;9:57 PM