I'll still believe

Hi. Sorry the long break. I have been busy and physically tired with the attachment. But I have been enjoying each day though its been very long . The patients are great and the staff nurses assisting us has been great . However there are just some who have been cold and harsh towards us. But I think its the best we can ask for , everywhere there sure to be some we can't seem to work well with , its just the fallen human nature. Neverthless , it has been a pleasant two weeks. I find myself adapting well after the end of the first week. I could gladly say I picked up some skills. :)

And I can't wait to go back school. I miss the girls.

threw her kisses ;8:25 PM

Falling in love with you was my stupidity
And still staying true to it was my ultimate stupidity
Tell me I am a fool to continue to wait and hope on this love
Called stupidity
I give no care to this world because I saw beauty in this feeling
I have lose all control
I just hope and wait upon this love, STUPIDIY!`

This is just random .

threw her kisses ;10:37 PM

I seriously do mean to complain or talk bad about others. I seriously can't stand or tolerate ppl who tries extremely hard to gain attention that includes sucking up. Its atriocoulsy disgusting . It just shows how insecure you are on your own and you are inter-dependent on others. And how bloody selfish you can get and never look out for your friend when its all about working together and not indidvidually :X

threw her kisses ;10:12 PM

I saw someone , who was holding a close resemblance to him. And he got all my attention because of a "common thing" hanging out of his bag and and neverthless his looks. I was thinking if it was his brother and kept staring at him to take a look at his nametag to confirm. If its brother , then sure same surname. After much looking and i finally discovered that he ain't his brother , but someone holding close resemblance and have a favourite thing in common with him. Cool huh?

And oh yeah , I heard the ward that i will be working in for the next three weeks , will be mainly caring for HIV patients. So I need to super duper careful especially when handling sharps . A little scary. I am feeling so tired now. I need strength and rest. :)

threw her kisses ;10:15 PM

I am officially in the last two days of holidays before I start attachment next week. Actually , I can't wait for attachment to be over soon , and return back to school. I am already missing school.

Today , I had accompanied Sam to her school , SIM as she went over to the CCA Fair to sign up for Salsa. I saw some familiar faces back in MI and in STC. And managed to get a glimpse of the " HEY GOREGOUS " in SIM.

And then travelled down to town to meet Sheryl at her store and waited for her to end work and walked aimlessly in and out of shops. Lol.

Results were out today. Fared pretty okay . I got a GPA of 3.6. I am quite contented with my results . Thankfully , I did not do too badly as I expected for my MIC . Thank God. And another good news , we still remain as P17 & T09 for the next semster. (:

threw her kisses ;11:15 PM

Staying home is sometimes a very bad choice. I made the decision to stay home just to refrain from shopping and helping me save some buckeroos. But the time spent is just is so unfrutiful . I wake up at sometime after noon , and then sitting and watching tv and having brunch . Like a very lazy day , and then soon after falling asleep again after waking a few hours , and then wake up again and watching tv till I feel tired again , which is sometimes after midnight. And there goes my day. I managed to save $$ but not my time. Argh! I am left with another 6 days of holidays before attachment.I need to think of something useful before I realize I rot it away just like today. Such a waste! A lazy lazy day!` :X

threw her kisses ;11:05 PM

I have decided to put this lenghty and meaningful article into my blog because I was facing the issue with two friends recently in regards to joining their MLM organization. Though intially I felt it was good but I was reminded that all that glitters isn't really drawing me closer to God. And I found myself disciplined to go and do a research on the biblicial perspective on MLM. And I made my decision based on the biblical perspective to not join but not in my own skeptical thinking.

"A Multi-Level Warning about Multi-Level Marketing : Biblical Perspective

Yours truly accepted the invitation of another minister to jump into the multi-level pool. I stayed in just long enough to nearly drown. During that time (and the drying off period which followed), I have done much thinking about the nature of multi-level marketing (MLM), with particular concern as to whether it is compatible with a lifestyle of devout obedience to the Christ of the Scriptures. My conclusion? One-dimensional involvement in such a scheme, without compromise, is possible, but it is extremely unlikely that one can be a multi-level conquistador without great cost to his Christian character, possibly his eternal well-being.

Thriving in a multi-level marketing organization requires a commitment that conflicts at many points with biblical values. I submit several areas below which should cause you to pause before you aim for the stars. Heeding these caveats might help you to be content keeping your mind on things above the stars, where Messiah is seated at the right hand of God.

The first and deepest area of conflict lies in multi-level marketing's competition with the Church. From this one grand problem flow many others. This competition is undeclared, but it is quite real. Consider, for example, that MLM literature is often liturgical in form. It contains praises for the company and/or its leaders, thanksgiving for its products, testimonies to the greatness of both, confessions of doubts, and even songs of adoration (no kidding!). Church can meet in small groups (devotionals?) or large auditoriums. In the latter the atmosphere is truly reminiscent of tent revivals in both program and intensity. Of course, you are urged to bring anyone you can con(vince) to attend. Every day is Friend Day in MLM.

Furthermore, their agenda includes fantastic goals which, if truly representative of the organizations' objectives, are frightening. They are out to change the world. Having made a covenant with life, they are seeking to infuse... lives with some measure of grace and beauty and purpose and joy. MLMers are told that they are the comfort and hope, promise and dream of the world. Despite attacks or setbacks, these organizations will survive and prevail (!) Their enthusiasm is positively postmillennial in intensity.

The MLMers call each other family. They are urged to make a 100% commitment to the organization (something God alone can demand). They are encouraged to believe that the more they devote themselves to the plan, the closer they will be to tapping into a life force of unlimited power. People claim to have been born again, either through the use of the company's products or through participation in the multi-level program. They have been set-free, made brand new, delivered from fears, and are no longer able to hide their joy. Small wonder they cannot resist sharing the good news!

The list could go on, but this tiny sampling of MLM rhetoric is sufficient to show the messianic self-consciousness of these organizations. They are out to save the world. The problem, though, is that in their view salvation is primarily economic. People are unfulfilled or repressed or depressed because they do not have enough money. MLM claims to be able to show you how to get it. Their method is (allegedly) guaranteed. If you do not get saved, it is your fault. The impression is certainly given that the scheme is faultless. When I confronted an MLMer with the fact that he seemed to be saying his organization was perfect, he quickly retorted, Oh, no. But in hours of talking, he yielded no ground. He could not (would not?) see any drawback or downside to his company. The Church should only fare so well when scrutinized by even her most loving critics!

To review our first point, MLM organizations set themselves in competition with the Church by claiming the same mission (they are out to change the world- cf. Mark 16:15), by borrowing heavily from biblical evangelical terminology (grace, born again, set free, covenant, joy, hope, comfort, sharing, the good news, etc.), by pushing an economically-based soteriology (another gospel, my friends- Galatians 1:9), and by presumptuously arrogating to themselves invincibility (we will prevail- cf. Matthew 16:18) and possession of the keys to omnipotence (a life force of unlimited power- cf. Ephesians 1:18-23).

It might be said that the organizations do not really mean these things, that this is just the kind of hyperbole required to be competitive. But if they do not mean these things, they should not say them (and they say them over and over and over again). If they do mean what they say, it necessarily makes it exceedingly difficult for Christians involved with the organizations to distinguish between things that differ. Sharing so much vocabulary necessarily cheapens the meaning of the words. When we remember that it is by means of some of these words that we are saved and sanctified, the precarious position of the Christian in MLM becomes clear.

A second area of conflict for the Christian in MLM is social relationships. There would be little or no problem with the simple retailing of the products offered by these companies. They are usually as good, or better (though more expensive) than comparable items available in ordinary retail outlets. But, as one is quick to find out, retail is not where the money is. No, the pyramid is climbed primarily through recruiting. One Christian MLMer told me it was just like making disciples (there we go again). You see, in MLM you get a cut of the sales of those recruited by you, and potentially, of those recruited by them, and so on, ad pyramidium. Needless to say, you are at least as concerned to bring in the salesmen as you are to bring in the sales.

Soon after you catch the vision (or the fever), everyone is viewed as potential timber with which you can build your little empire. Family members and close friends become the prime targets for you to bring in under you. Friends you have not called for ten years, and casual acquaintances, who have to be reminded how they know you, come next. A new dimension is seen in old ties: exploitation. But, of course, you are never to think of yourself as exploiting someone. Perish the thought! (It is actually your conscience that is perishing.) No, you are sharing, caring, helping, freeing people from a bondage they may not even be aware of (perhaps because they are not bound?). MLM flourishes because of the successful inculcation of this dissemblence in its devotees, who, in short order, become an army of unctuous Pecksniffians out to enlist the world.

But, by grace, the Christian MLMer should know he is in real trouble when, upon making new acquaintances, he does not know which gospel he should seek to share first. If the company's support system has indoctrinated him properly, he will consistently choose to first tell them about his new life in MLM. He hopes that it might lead to an opportunity to share God's good news sometime in the future. The rationalizations one offers one's self for this infidelity to God are myriad: I feel led to share MLM first; If this person is among the elect, he'll be saved anyway; I'm going to use the money I make for God's glory (that was my favorite); If we share a business interest I'll have more opportunities to witness, etc. A prostitute can be very creative when comforting her conscience (Proverbs 30:20).

A third area of difficulty is the fundamental principle of MLM. What is it that truly motivates an MLMer to talk to more and more people about his business, and less and less about the Gospel? The answer is simple: greed. From the time of your first introduction to the world of MLM, money becomes the motivator (Proverbs 21:6; Mark 4:19; Luke 12:15). Covetousness reigns supreme in MLM. It is rather remarkable how few MLMers will be frank about this (though some are). The buck becomes almighty, the prime mover, as Aristotle would say. One's thoughts, words, and deeds, which previously had been increasingly consecrated to Messiah, become increasingly directed toward the MLM organization and its product line. All the while you are told that this leads to freedom (John 8:44).

The money can be significant, though- even astronomical (for a few)- and it is possible to build a profitable business rather quickly. The greedier you are, the quicker you will get there. this is because for MLM, when the people under you make money, you make money. The more they make, the more you make. Everyone is constantly encouraging everyone else to go for it. It is impossible for greed not to find its way in when the door is open so wide. In an MLM environment, one easily forgets that covetousness is idolatry (Colossians 3:5). Thus, a Pyrrhic success is sometimes attained: you gain some of the world and lose some of your soul.

Of course, the difference between greed and simple financial success is not in the amount of dollars amassed, but in what one has exchanged for those dollars. One MLM convention or large rally would reveal what some of these poor souls have lost to gain what they now, temporarily, have. Superstars in MLM are often unabashedly ostentatious self-aggrandizers. Many of them, sorrowfully, have given up, or reprioritized (which is the same thing) their first love for baubles, trinkets, and the way of death. It is very sad.

A fourth area of concern is that you will find, sharing the foundation space with greed, her ubiquitous sister, deception. Like the leech's two daughters (Proverbs 20:15), they always want more and they concoct ways to get it. One MLM organization's practices are notoriously misleading (shifty?). These self-styled entrepreneurs will do or say almost anything to get you to a presentation. They will avoid mentioning the name of their organization at all costs, even when pointedly asked what it is. The Moonies use a similar evasion tactic. Their common rationale is saturated with overweening arrogance: People don't know what's good for them; if not telling prospects the name of our organization results in their having an opportunity to hear of our plan without prejudice, it will result in their own benefit. The Apostle Paul considered it slander when someone accused him of using such methodology (Romans 3:8). Paul prided himself on his utter transparency and sincerity:

For our exhortation did not come from deceit or uncleanness, nor was it in guile. But as we have been approved by God to be entrusted with the gospel, even so we speak, not as pleasing men, but God who tests our hearts. For neither at any time did we use flattering words, as you know, nor a cloak for covetousness- God is witness (1 Thessalonians 2:3-5).

If the truth be known, representatives of a Michigan-based outfit practice deception because they have a well-earned reputation for being obnoxious. People simply would not agree to go to their meetings if they knew beforehand who sponsored them.

A fifth concern is that greed, deception, and arrogance join forces to draw MLM devotees into an unholy alliance which acts as an independent subculture. For Christians, MLM involvement is, in some respects, akin to membership in a lodge. MLM is intrinsically and increasingly esoteric. The fellowship of the saints is usually seen as inadequate. It is nice to be with God's people, yes, but nicer to be with God's greedy people. A new club is formed and the password is not the Blood of Jesus but the name of your MLM organization. Uninitiated Christians, sensing the competing claims of MLM, instinctively put space between themselves and their recalcitrant brethren who have their noses in the air and their hearts reposing in dreams of multi-level wealth (Matthew 6:21). The wall between MLMers and regular believers can be more formidable and debilitating than the one between Jew and Gentile which was obliterated by Messiah. Man is ever finding new ways to put asunder that which God has joined together.

There is a solemn warning in the Bible that tore at my conscience the whole time I was involved in MLM:

And having food and clothing, with these we shall be content. But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and harmful lusts which drown men in destruction and perdition. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, for which some have strayed from the faith in their greediness, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows (1 Timothy 6:8-10). I actually avoided looking at this passage because it got too close, penetrating my soul, judging the thoughts and attitudes of my heart. Rather than submit to this passage, I was considering leaving the ministry! Oh brothers, listen to the Word of God. Do not give heed to the siren song, no matter how sweet, if its lyrics contain an invitation to disobey the tiniest commandment of God. The devil is seeking to devour us, but God has given us His Word for our good and for our protection. Beware of giving heed to the voice of seducing spirits. God has called us to peace, which is found in the pursuit of Himself- not gold.

By all means, work hard. By all means, bless Jehovah for the increase He grants the labor of your hands. But never make money your chief pursuit, or you are dead. Abraham Kuyper was certainly correct when he said, If you are truly subject to God, money will be subject to you and will not harm you. Kuyper demonstrated his balance and wisdom when he added, If, on the other hand, you undertake to defend yourself against the fatal influence of.. money and its seductive power, you are lost before you know it, and deeming that you are your own master, you have found your master in the money-power.

If you or someone you know is considering entering the world of MLM, wait. Before committing yourself to such a lifestyle (for that is what it is), take your time and pray. Consider the points made in this article. If they are made too strongly, modify them, but be sober and judge with right judgment. Look beyond surface claims. MLM organizations usually offer excellent products and most operate with a great degree of internal integrity. But product and corporate reliability, while important, are not the only factors which a child of the Living God should consider before biting at a ten-tiered carrot. If you are not careful, you may bite off more than you can chew."

threw her kisses ;2:02 PM

I can't help feeling excited when I hear the mention of his name. It is like sort of my adrenaline rush. Though , I must say I managed well. I could control my hearbeat. It did not skip. Lol. Deep down , I wished more . But it stopped just here. Guess, its just suppose to be left in this way. :X

threw her kisses ;11:15 PM

Today , met bestie again. Went for threading with her . Once again , I tried Vanessa. But I somewhat still prefer it at Menaka. Guess , I am just so used to it there. And after which went to buy dvd . I promised mum that I could get her the movie. She loves the actor , Ajith.

And , after which all the fun started , went to Gayathri for my cheese naan . The ambience there was just so relaxing . The interior was good. So , it spells camwhore!` The food was good and there was something to add to good food , an eyecandy. I couldn't take my eyes off the eyecandy. Lol. I kept looking and amazingly enough , we looked into each other whenever turned. It was stupid!` Nages, something is seriously is wrong ! I am acting like a despo. Oh my! Shalini got the all the fun , laughing at me and hinting whenever he was within close proximity. Hahaha, this are what friends for and she made herself useful by helping me capture a picture of him. And I can't wait for the pictures now. Oei , faster come home and send me the pictures! i'm getting impatient. The food was good and the "icing" was much better . I wanna go there again. Lol.

And after which travelled to TBP with Shalini , to meet Nad , to pass her sister's baju which i borrowed for racial harmony day which is like so long ago, and shalini and nad had made some sales. And then travelled to GWC with shalini, the shopping spirit came to us when we stepped into DP. We went and picked clothes and hit the dressing room , and hit the cashier. And off , we are happy shoppers! And then aimlessly aimed ard at GWC , and decided to settle for some drinks. We each got ESPRIT , raspberry . It isn't alcoholic but somewhat I felt high ! I felt zonked , maybe the critic acid .. Lol. Become self- loving , taking pictures of me alone , abandoning Shalini. Boo!` Sorry ar!` Hahaha. Its scary to be "drunk" especially I become totally crazy about me!

The day with bestie ended with the high note. And I made my lonely journey to meet Sammie .

threw her kisses ;11:15 PM

Reply from Sammie
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The person who tagged you :
Nages

Your relationship with the person who tagged you :
my 'live' blog

Your relationship with her :
my personal walking talking 'live' blog

Your 5 impression of her :
1: full of energy
2:good listener
3:keep me away frm sterotyping......(ask me fer details)
4:good shopping mate
5:filial

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
all of the moments tt she listen to my deepest darkest secret/trouble

The most memorable words she said to you :
smth along the line of...she will keep all her friends in prayer...n its a life time contract for free (nages if u rmb da exact phrase do correct it...hahahahaha)

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
difficult qn...zzz ....skip

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
i will rmb all da good memories we had tgt....n mayb one day we will b friends again....haahaha...but i doubt so it will happend...coz we haf the same mindset on da same issue...n i guess i wont happened...mayb at most we wont tok 2 each other...but not 2 enemy stage....ahhahahah

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
be her 'live' blog

Your overall impression of her :
a gr8 friend to have!!

threw her kisses ;8:29 AM

Replies From Suzy

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The person who tagged you :
Nages

Your relationship with the person who tagged you :
Friends for 3 years

Your relationship with her :
Friends, best buddy

Your 5 impression of her :??
sporty,funny, giggly,great buddy material,spontaneous

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
Alot, birthday surprises, letter she wrote to me, ahaha

The most memorable words she said to you
:hmmm,too many to remember

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
er, nothing, cos she is my lover!!! i love her the way she is

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, i dun wan her to be my enemyyyyyyyyyyy :(

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
Anything she wants, provided i can do it for her

Your overall impression of her :
One who never fails to make u happy, trustworthy,best friend material!!! hehehe good company too

threw her kisses ;1:03 PM

I thought this article was interesting .

It speaks of my recent habit , SHOPPING!` .

One thing , I so hate about shopping is the crowd that I would have to brave through , walking in a snail pace . That is also expressed by the author of this article. But it doesn't make me shop less though! But just avoid the favourite spots at its peak.

And I so agree with the statement with the author when she says " it's in all of us to want things , however unneccessary they are." Just be honest and tell , how many times have you just bought things that you need and not want ? I can be honest , almost always ,I always buy the want before I buy the need. And I cook the excuse , it may be useful for something in future. These are so true for me , and I can safely bet its the same for most.

And how many times , we have walked into a shop to buy our need , and yet at the same time staring and considering on the want ? I always do and I have noticed those around me do likewise, and we can't get it off us that easily without having to trash out on how good to have the want either with the self or with friends/family! Maybe , this is the joy element of shopping , its not about owning the want , but fancy-ing the idea of owning it. Something like fantasy!

And , so much of studying of the Maslow Theory in school. On the 5-tiered pyramid of needs. Which level do I place shopping? Since , shopping has become a habit and considering it to be a need for myself. A society needs to look and dress well.

Hmmmm.

And , I have tied the idea of shopping equals to my form of de-stressing and finding contentment. When the author says " and there are many people who consiously give up material goods in order to achieve some kind of truth in their lives".So, am I mixing the values of this world with the "real truth" of contentment and de-stressing? Especially , having now found the answer.

Don't store up Treasures here on Earth

Where They can erode away or may be stolen

Store Them in Heaven where They will never lose their value

Matt 6:19,20

threw her kisses ;11:44 PM

Today , I had went over to my grandma's place with mum and sister in the morning. It went there just for a visit. Since it was holidays and I am yet to visit them , and they had been asking me to go over and visit them. And so i went with mum and sister , in the morning, and stayed till late evening.

While there , grandma assigned me and sister to do the bedspread and remove the previous bedspread and do laundry . And then my grandpa was telling me , how difficult it could be in the hospital to deal with patients. And then all of sudden , he had a cut , and wanted me to attend to him , to just place a plaster. Lol. Haha. He is making use of me !Boo!`

And then later , me and my sister , helped my grandma cut her hair and wash her hair. Since recently , she had went for cataract operation , she needs to be careful that water doesn't enter her eyes , hence she had difficulty washing her hair and so me and my sister happily volunteer to do it for her. Hahaha. I chopped my grandma's hair. And my sister did the washing of her hair. Lol. A makeshift saloon. A pretty good job , i must say!`

And rest of the time , spent with us , camwhoring in the room!` And hearing my grandma and granddad s' witty arugument. Amazing and funny ! Like so childish!`

Okies pictures now!

Goodnight.

threw her kisses ;10:17 PM

Today , I met Sam , for my date with Ratatouille. I was so-looking forward to this day. Thankfully , the movie wasn't a disappointment. The movie was excellent with a very meaningful storyline.

"Tell me how many times , people have put you down and said your dream is unrealistic but somwhere you feel your dream is possible but somewhat feel unsure .And later realize it takes some dare and challenge to live the dream even if it means to losing something dearest to you, and having to be persistent when you realize and feel the words of those saying you are living in a fantasy of your own comes and haunts you , and you got to brave through it to make it come a living reality for you. "

So, to those out there

" DARE TO MAKE THE DREAM COME ALIVE!!"

And something funny happened after the movie , we entered a male loo , and was wondering why there was a male in the "ladies loo" and only to realize later , when I noticed the urinals what we ,girls were doing in the male loo!` Thankfully , we managed to walk out of the loo without seeing anything we ought not to see. Lol.

Then after which travelled to Bugis , Raffles City and Marina Square , and Sam told me to buy something with her . And then , I said okay and I kept my promise. But she did not buy anything and it ended with me spending a bomb!` I am ought to save but I am spending.

And this friday , I am meeting my bestie again ( Yayness!), And I am going shopping with her at dorothy perkins at GWC. Lol. I am such a terrible terrible girl.

Oh my ! Girls are just so good at shopping!`

threw her kisses ;10:20 PM

REPLIES FROM MY SISTER , AISHLIA

For My sister.

The person who tagged you :
My sis

Your relationship with her :
Sister,noisy dog next door.

Your 5 impression of her :
1. Crazy and totally out of her mind.
2. seriously a very bad shoppaholic
3. Always there for me.
4. Likes to doll up.
5. pretty yet ugly.

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
Too many things to say, been with her all my life,every moment i share with her is memorable.

The most memorable words she said to you :
Every single word, and every phrase that showed that she truly loves and cares for me.

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
No, she can never be my lover, so gross can. I would like to stay th way she is and not grow older oreadi haha.

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
I`d probly die of depression,no wait, no minus that probly. i will surely die.How can i stay without her?

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
I would like to do everthing that would make her happy, and break out petty fights, my job is to annoy her afterall. haha i`m evil.

threw her kisses ;8:05 PM

It is like after so long , I finally went back to the gathering of people , youth fellowship. Initially , while I was travelling , I was feeling rather weak and was frightened in how will the people react and what could be my reply be to them. Just then , I prayed asking God to calm my heart and prepare me for worship , and to guard all my thoughts. And I felt much at ease then , and as I walked in to EH . Most of them just greeted me and I was at ease because I couldn't really know what to tell them for my long absence from the youth fellowship , and God had been my shield. Though initally , when I had met up with my CD and Jas , and shared with them , my struggle , they offered to be my shield and protect me. But I kindly turn down their offer and told them I will be fine on my own . However , I was fine because I was with God in the process but not on my own.

The reasons on why I never attended youth fellowship for sometime :

1. I was lazy to drag myself out of the house especially having to leave home in the late afternoon. Some lazy Satudays!

2. I want to spend some time with my friends and family during the weekends and go shopping.

3. Busy mugging during the exam period.

4. Disturbed with some issues , like death of a close relative and bgr.

5. Irritated and fustrated with the ministry work , meetings and all the plannings.

I have decided to list down my struggles on why I choose not to attend youth fellowship and this are the very real temptations I face week after week. By listing down the struggles , I believe that I can guard myself from falling into the temptation of avoiding the gathering of the people . And hope that I can get fellow siblings to account to and be my keeper when I face the temptations week after week.

And yesterday during the worship and testimonial time , he had shared this song , Rejoice in the Lord and the song had ministered to me even as we sang the song as a yf group. I felt the song was a very good reminder of our earthly lives and the power of God.

"God never moves without purpose or plan

When trying His servant and molding a man.

Give thanks to the Lord though your testing seems long;

In darkness He giveth a song.

I could not see through the shadows ahead,

So I looked at the cross of my Savior instead.

I bowed to the will of the Master that day;

Then peace came and tears fled away.

Now I can see testing comes from above;

God strengthens His children and purges in love.

My Father knows best, and I trust in His care;

Through purging, more fruit I will bear.

[chorus]

O rejoice in the Lord, He makes no mistake.

He knoweth the end of each path that I take.

For when I am tried and purified,I shall come forth as gold."

threw her kisses ;10:22 PM

For Siling

The person who tagged you : Siling

Your relationship with her :My Clique. My Oreo-mate. My Husband!

Your 5 impression of her :
1. Likes taking pictures of her and her friends.
2. Likes to laugh.
3. Likes to dress well and sexy sey!
4. Caring
5. Looks out for her friends!`

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
Talking out with me over some miscommunication and misunderstanding , we had. This showed how much she valued my friendship .

The most memorable words she said to you :
"I value our friendship." I can't remember the exact words but this is the summary.

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
Be loyal to me and not have many other husbands. Lol.
Be fair and honest to yourself in every relationship . Do not put yourself in any obligations.

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
I stay with my enemy. Like I said enemies becomes close friend sometimes.

The reason why she becomes my enemy?
miscommunication and misunderstanding

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
Make her motivated to study and not ever think of quitting NURSING !`
It will be different without you.

Your overall impression of her :
She always goes the extra mile for her friends. She is values friendship .

threw her kisses ;1:05 AM

For Shalini

The person who tagged you :
Shalini

Your relationship with her :
My bestie! My bus-mate back in secondary school days. Miss those days!

Your 5 impression of her :
1. Ever- friendly. Her smile can be mesmersing.
2. Dresses very well.
3. Full of confidence.
4. She is a devil in an angel disguise.Lol
5. She is always there for her friends.

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
Teaching me to use the washing machine using a webcam. See what kind of dumbo , I am and yet she was patient with me !

The most memorable words she said to you :
We have exchanged too many memorable words. And one , I will always hold dear , " Love yas ".

If she becomes your lover, you will?
I will be the happiest person . What more I can ask for! But then sadly , I am girl and straight. But I am still the happiest person , for she is my bestie!

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
Try to be much nicer to me , she sometimes super mean to me . Bully me and all . Other than that , she is complete.

If she becomes your enemy, you will? Love her more.

The reason why she becomes my enemy?
I never thing we will come to that . I will always love her.

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
To see her happily settled down!`

Your overall impression of her :
She is SHALINI . My Bestie! Like she says , she is the "perfect imperfection" , but she is made perfect . She is awesome!

threw her kisses ;12:29 AM

REPLIES
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FROM SHALINI

The person who tagged you :Nages

Your relationship with her :
My BESTIE!!

Your 5 impression of her :
1. Princess!
2. Pink fanatic
3. i just knew we wld last. i first met her on the 65 bus. first day to secondary school.
4. the first indian stc gal i saw. since we took the same bus
5. one hell of a crazy gal. in all aspects!!!

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
She's always been there for me. my pillar of strength.
the source of encouragement.
doing everything for my 21st party.
spending that quality time with me.
loved the surprise on my bday
and she never lets me give up.

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
like she always says..Spend more time with me!
and yea we have to camwhore MORE haha change into a bloke.. lol the most suitable candidate for me!!

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
i'll still love her.

The reason why she becomes my enemy?
probabli a misunderstanding.

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
get her married off. hahahahahahahaaha

Your overall impression of her :
she'z perfect!
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FROM SILING

The person who tagged you :
nages

Your relationship with her :
my hot mama and aso my third wife. oreo groupmate too!

Your 5 impression of her :
1. full of energy everyday
2. nothing seems to take away her smile.
3. is always so hot and sexy.
4. very sociable and friendly.
5. barney the purple dino!

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
every morning's sms. it's so damn sweet la!

The most memorable words she said to you :
the things she told mi before pas lecture one day.

If she becomes your lover, you will? i already love her dearly.

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
she's perfect.

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
pretend nth happened. anyway havin another fren is definitely better then havin another enemy. ;)

The reason why she becomes my enemy?
misunderstandings and miscommunications?

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
go sentosa with her! and see her in her bikinis! muahaha.

Your overall impression of her :
always de person hu makes mi smile. being with her is always so relaxing. i love u wife =)
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FROM BEL

The person who tagged you : nages

Your relationship with her :my poly friends, my oreo groupmate

Your 5 impression of her :
1. fierce. only during project periods.
2. always claimed that she's cute but actually, not. oops
3. loves wearing colourful clothes.
4. very sociable. easily to communicate with.
5. very hyper. suddenly dance without any reasons.

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
always the first to sms me about new informations from npmel.

The most memorable words she said to you : actually, i forgot already. :X jiayou during the exams periods?

If she becomes your lover, you will? noo! haha.

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing : what? she's perfect. okay, maybe don't get so angry suddenly. scary, you see.

If she becomes your enemy, you will? ignore.

The reason why she becomes my enemy? maybe because of some misunderstandings.

The most desire thing you would like to do for her :
introduce my chinese guy friend to her! haha!

Your overall impression of her : always seems so energetic to me. can dance the coconut dance. but thing is, her tamil is sooo poor. haha. but don't worry, i don't understand the language anyway. just english will do. haha.

threw her kisses ;12:00 AM