I'll still believe

After tonight or rather tomorrow early morning , its goodbye to EuroCup' 08. Its pretty sad that good things has to come to an end. Somewhat the Eurocup has been my companion for my two weeks break. And tonight it is the final showdown Germany vs Spain . Though the bets are high on Spain . I will still choose to stay by my Germany. I still have hope and they are capable of the impossible . Afterall , football is a game which is decided only after the final whistle is blown. I just hope some miracles happen , and good play and luck stays by my German team.

And , screw to those who keep condeming the German team ! Have some sportsmanship , and come on, do not be a black sheep spoiling all the fun!

All the best to the Germany!

Dear God ,
I come before you and pray for the team Germany
I pray that God you will enable the team with the strength and speed
And pray for accuracy in their passes and grant them legs made of steel
And grant them wisdom in making decisive moves and make them slow to anger.
And your favour be with the team through the game.
All these I pray in Jesus' name.

Amen.

threw her kisses ;7:07 AM

A day ago , I had a dream. And I was feeling rather uneasy about the dream. I could somewhat feel the dream in my waking . I feel the drift. And I am not sure what I can do to avoid the drift. Thus , I decided to sms you earlier , and asked if you were all fine. I'm glad you replied me back at the instant. It felt so good to know you are doing good. I really hope to meet up with you really soon. I miss you , and hope you could try to keep in touch too. Yeah . Its such a pity to see how much we have drifted. Very saddening. I will try my hardest to keep the drift away. Take care , yeah.

threw her kisses ;9:57 PM

Germany is into the finals. Yay! But turkey played extremely well too . As I have said in my previous post . I couldn't care much as which team makes it to finals as both teams have fantastic play and motivation. But , deep down , I will still root by my favourite team which is Germany . Lol. And , it is into the finals. Elated :)

And , I am quite pissed with the transmission last night , I missed Klose's action in scoring goal as the game hung. Exactly , missed pretty lots of the action. But neverthless , it was a exciting and nail-bitting match. And I'm really glad Lahm scored the 90 min goal for Germany and won the man of the match tittle. He really deserved it. He has been working really hard for the German team for defence in the many games played in the qualifying rounds and quarter-finals . And finally , he gets the recongition. Well done. Now , I'm off to work. Bye.

threw her kisses ;8:21 PM

"Guys drinks to forget about the girl...
Girls drinks to think back about that guy..

When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...

Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...

Guys wishes to be her first love....
And girls wishes to be his last love..."

I took this off from some random person's profile as I was net surfing aimlessy . But I thought it is pretty interesting and it somewhat portrays my femine inclination to do likewise.

threw her kisses ;8:30 AM

I just checked my NS3 results . I am pretty pleased with my results. I thought I will be faring much worse than it . Sometimes , we are just the worst critique of ourselves. But neverthless , its better for us to be the worst critque than placing much high hopes on ourselves , because the hurt could be greater if expectation are not met. And , this time round I must just count myself lucky , and start working harder and focus next semester. No more , last minute cramping.
Its really a lousy feeling , feeling stressed and emotions wrecked.

threw her kisses ;7:19 AM

"Football is a game which is decided only when the final whistle is blown." - http://en.euro2008.uefa.com

There are many surprises.

Catch the magic and impressive game display.

Semi- finals

Germany vs Turkey
Russia vs (fill in the blank )

Finals

(fill in the blank) vs (fill in the blank)

Winner of the Euro '08
(fill in the blanks)

threw her kisses ;12:43 AM

I’m in pain now. My hands rather the heel of my palm hurts kind of badly. I think I have just overt-exerted it during the BCLS course, when I was expected to do the compressions for 1-man CPR. I’m feeling rather miserable , cause the pain in my hands seems to make it feel very tense , like you need some knuckle cracks to relief the pain , and somewhat even then the pain doesn’t’ t seem to reduce. I applied some ointment, awhile ago though. I know, I am lousy, what to do . I never expected it to be so tough , it’s like i know the skills but just my techniques is horrible, though I managed to get my ventilation right after numerous attempts but my chest compressions is horrible , I get freaking tired with straightening my elbow and positioning myself over the dummy when delivering and my momentum is horrible. And, I have a deformity in my hands. It’s hereditary through my family . Both my elbows face out in the same direction, they do not complement each other. So , the part of straightening out elbow and doing chest compression was rather painful and tiring , as I had to make sure both my elbows are locked , and it was rather difficult . And plus the counting, it was bonkers for chest compressions.

One and two and three and four and five
One and two and three and four and ten
One and two and three and four and fifteen
One and two and three and four and twenty
One and two and three and four and twenty-five
One and two and three and four and thirty

Goodbye.

threw her kisses ;7:20 AM

I'm currently in sch. This morning's match cortia vs turkey was a splendid match.I did not catch the first 90 mins of the match , though I was awake till the match started. But , I started feeling tired and I had school early in the morning. So decided to sleep. However, I kept the radio switched on for live report on the match. At 0440, the radio dj , gave the report that both teams were 0-0, and they were playing in added time and there possibility of penalty shoot-out.And, that's when I woke up to really watch the match. I could see both teams were really playing their hearts out. It was beautiful game. But, deep down , I felt turkey should win . They are really passionate about their play. Though initally, I wanted Cortia to win , because I wanted Germany to prove themselves against Cortia , and get rid of their lost to Cortia . But, neverthless, Turkey is a much deserving team. When Cortia scored the goal two minutes away from the whistle. I thought it was such a pity but within a minute turkey was on attack and had their goal. Truly impressive. It all then ended in a penalty shootout, and it was Turkey's game.

Now , Germany meets Turkey. At this conjunction , I would like to express I couldn't care much on which country wins , both teams are really passionate about their play. And both are better teams , there is no need for question as which is the best team. Afterall, its about passionate play and country pride. Cheers:)

threw her kisses ;4:54 PM

GERMANY IS INTO THE SEMI- FINALS! <3

Germany is into the semi-finals! I can't express my level of excitement. The last four minutes of the match were really a nail-bitting moments , especially with Portugal having much possession in the last few minutes of the game . But neverthless , my hope was still high in Germany and they proved themselves yet again tonight. And Schweinsteiger did add the magic in the match. He really deserved the tittle the Man of the match. Well done , Germany!

threw her kisses ;1:47 PM

We sat by the shoreline , saw the waves crashing in , and the moonlight luminating the dark sky and the stars shining ever radiantly in the lovely night. The night was filled with endless possibilities :)

threw her kisses ;10:40 AM

Its becoming more like a tradition to gather at Chomp Chomp , for a gathering of four.
The company is great and great food.
A wonderful and fantastic night :)

threw her kisses ;10:27 PM

Just a moment ago, I was having a conversation, with a friend telling her that we had to cancel the plans tomorrow. As some of us were not able to make it . And she replied , back “ Yups. I understand . And we got our own lives. “ Somewhat her reply made me think little more to it. It hit me back to reality . We are still an individual on our own with our own lives to live. Sometimes , it can be rather deceiving that you are all unto this together because of all the fun and joy , you share . But the actual truthful truth at the end of the day , we are still all alone in the race of live. Somewhat coming to understand why my dad always tells me , do not do what others do because at the end of the day , you are the one. I thought he said because he was just doing his duty as a father to guide me and protect me. But today, I came to realization, it was just greater than that , he wanted me to be an individual; living out my own life.

Anyway , Happy Father’s Day ! :)

threw her kisses ;10:08 AM

How strangely my luck works?

Few days back , I thought I was friend-less, and lonely and independent.
And today , I am with friends.

Friends are sure seasonal , ah?

threw her kisses ;12:01 AM

Today was kinda special . I so badly wanted to go out , and I dragged sister out with me. And the best part , we did not know where to go , and we were pretty exhausted with all the places . Initially we just hopped unto the bus , and made our way to Toa Payoh . The place has a historial significance to Singapore's development. Its the first and the oldest housing estate. Yeah. I know this is so random. But somewhat I just felt like saying it. Haha. And once we were there , we were bored with the place after walking around awhile , and then decided to go elsewhere. But we still had no clue where to go , and then we were so nonsense standing near the direction board at the bus interchange , trying our luck on which place to go , by randomly running over fingers through the board with our eyes closed , and stop when we felt like it. But somewhat the plan failed . And then clever sis suggested , we should tag someone , and go wherever the person alight from the train yeah. And we followed. And we alighted next at Dhoby Ghaut and walked awhile around. But , it was sucha bad idea , Dhoby Ghaut is sucha a boring potato place also. We then tried tagging someone else , and this time we were on the purple line , and we headed to hougang. And it was another bad idea also , Hougang is worser. Finally , we just decided to head down to Compass point and take a bus home. Pretty interesting, ah?

P/S: Something , you can do if you are clueless on where to go , its pretty interesting to know where you can get to go. An adventure trip. But just my luck , the people we tagged were sucha not happening , people , cause they led us to boring places. Haha.
~~Sto~~p complaining , Nages!~~~~

threw her kisses ;6:11 AM

Picture speaks of thousand smiles and joy :)

threw her kisses ;7:38 AM

In the midst of half-time break. Croatia has scored one goal in the half time and Germany has nil , thus far. I'm feeling disappointed and fustrated. Germany doesn't seem to be playing well this match. I can only see Ballack , Jansen and Metzelder putting much effort in this match in the first half of the match. The rest of the key players like Podolski and Klose doesn't seem warmed much for the game. And somewhat or rather , I do not like Gomez in the match . He always seems to be off-side and its like jinx to the German team. I so want Schweinsteiger to be in the match. I have a strong instinct , Schweinsteiger will bring the german hope back. Just praying and hoping.

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Yes . It is true enough Schweinsteiger brought back the hope. But sadly , the Germans could only do it with one goal , while the Croatians has scored two goals by then and the red card sent off Scheweinsteiger is really upsetting and really uncalled for. And I just have something against the referee too , it somewhat seemed like a biased judgement . Hiaz. It just not my Germans night tonight. I just hope they can secure a win in their next match against Austria. And the boys will really play their hearts out. Today's match was really a disappointment , though their accuracy of passes were better than Croatia but their total distances covered is lower than Croatia , its seems to show the boys will not running their hearts out and trying to tackle their opponent. Just hope it will change in the next match , and the german team will not be complacent but be high-spirited and focused in their winning and qualifiying to the group - finals.

A night of disappointment and fustration. Goodnight.

threw her kisses ;9:53 AM

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

When will be my moment?

threw her kisses ;9:43 AM

I have been staying home since friday . Its getting kind of boring to be staying home . I actually did get offers to go out and hang out with some friends. But somewhat I haven't been much in mood to just leave home and somemore all meeting late into the afternoon . I do not quite like the idea of leaving home in odd afternoon hours. By then , I am all settled in staying home and rotting through the day. Its just the lazy me. I'm sorry guys. And plus , I am all bored with all the places , like no more thrill , everywhere the same. All the urban structures just have exhausted me. I need to get in touch with nature and travelling.

Today , I randomly suggested to sister , we should go cycling. And she agreed . And I asked mum along with us , since mum is also having nothing much to do at home today. Mum agreed. And then , dad who was busy with his work , decided to keep away his work and decided to follow us , since like all of us were going. Initially , my plan was just to cycle around the park near our place. But then dad , suggested we should just go over to the Bedok reservoir. So we cycled all the way to Bedok Reservoir , while dad and mum walked over. And my sis , and I started camwhoring while waiting for my parents to reach to our spot. We took some artsyfasy pictures. Then we continue cycling awhile more , and mum rested and dad went for a jog around the reservoir. And we headed home. I and sister took turns to walk with mum , while dad cycled in one of the bicycle. And then the final stretch back home , dad and I cycled back. Haha. Dad was watching the traffic for me. I enjoyed today like very much. It just brings much joy. I love my family. Its been awhile since we did something like that. Yeah. *Smiles*

And , today or rather tomorrow early morning , Germany is playing against Poland. Loves. Germany ! I can't wait for the match. Hopefully , my Klose and Ballack darling will be playing the match.

I shall post up pictures later :) !

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And Goodbye for now .

threw her kisses ;6:31 AM

Wee!` I am on holidays. For the next two weeks. Some of the places I want to visit during these two weeks .

1. Botanic Gardens
2.Beach ( Sentosa / East Coast)
3.Changi Airport
4. Maybe the Zoo .

threw her kisses ;11:36 PM

I feel utterly disappointed with myself. I can't believe myself at times , I keep letting down myself and always losing my focus. It seems like I will never get it right. Its always a spiralling down effect. Its fustrating. I wish at moments like this I could reverse the time . It only remains a wish.

threw her kisses ;12:12 PM