I'll still believe

Sat (18/6/2005)

I shall update on some of the happenings in the previous week:-

Thurs
On thursday , my fever had gone down , so decided to make a trip down to my grandparents place to visit my grandpa. He had a mild heart attack on the day ; i had gone for my camp. Thankfully , I wasn't called back frm camp and he was also copin well in hospital. He was back home from hospital bt he needs to re-ward himself on sun for his bypass operation the next day.He was seen to be copin well bt his blockages are quite severe. So the doctors had advised him to undergo bypass operation bt there are some risks involved he might suffer kidney failure or even mild stroke because his condition is little worrying because of his physical and mental health. So basically, this is the current health status of my grandpa. I saw my cute darling , priya. The girl had grown both ways.. Meano me .. I can't carry her already.. So sad! Okies, I better nt overly exaggerate .. can carry bt later i can feel my body aches . She is solid 32kg sumo wrestler. She is ever so adorable . Watching my favourite cartoon - Spongebox squarepants n giggling to herself .. she was hovering behind my dad . Hahaha .. she wanted to pair -up with my dad and do some dancing . She taught some dancing to my mum .. hahaha .. peacock-dance... my mum is so naughty , she keeps on disturbing the little soul and i also joined my mum meano me. Poor thing! While dancing , she scratched herself and she was in great pain . The Handy Dandy plaster was needed bt the saver for the day was the "POWDER"!
THIS WAS THURSDAY!

Fri

I attended my maths tuition exactly after 15 days . Today , had to meet my artoo grp in the afternoon for our sponteous BBC time because we had missed the BBC time on Tuesday.We had decided to have our discussion in the front of the Fullerton Hotel facing the Singapore River. While there , the area was blocked out for the National Day Decoration. There were army personals in the area . The discussion was little distracted by the movement. We decided to move up to esplanade roof top garden to continue. While at the roof top , ndp practise planes were hovering in the sky . We had a early advance ndp preview. It felt so great bt the dicussion was disrupted. Can you imagine I was sharing the word? I felt inadequate bt thankfully i had Priscilla to hlp me along. The sharing of the word went well bt we were still short of time and plus nt all the artoo members won't be there except for Madelyn. Aniwae , i felt it was a good start for me . I din struggle much as i expected to , maybe coz i wuld relate to the topic "FLESHLY DESIRES". After our sponteous outing , we decided to head down to the GoForth Mission Conference. The speaker shared with us the mindset of the people ; many adopt the idea of Universalism and their final destination is the same; but clearly , it is said "He is the Only Way and the Truth!"It was my first time at such a mission conference, it was great to see so
many people gathered to hear n praise.

Sat

Today , the day started off really early . I had to meet up with Priscilla to work on my abmoeba, which i had delayed till the very last day. One of my bad bad habits , procasination. I managed only to list down some of the prominent character and behaviour of mine . But i had not looked into it deeply yet. I better be doing it soon and need to work out my health measures if not i will be found to be straying away from the purple man life and found to comfortably resting in my green man life. Need to show urgency and work it out real soon !!!!!!! During eyf , today we looked back to understand that we are not of this world and we shldn't conform to this world. We are aliens in this world but the choosen people in Heaven ! We are also discovered that " He is the Vine. We are the Branches." We are to abide in Him to bear fruits. Later at fdn , had to gulp down celery juice mixed with little lemon juice. I cldn't do it. I tried to gulp it all down in one gulp. But it refused to go down my throat. The taste was really bad.It was a structured experience. We moved on to discuss our health measures, which i had obviously hadn't thought of. So we just shared our amoeba . Really need to work out this with fear and trembling , so i will be careful to handle it. Later , we had yf ... we looked into purity. I am very sure nowdays youth dun really seem to know purity and myself found the session very much refreshing. Looking forward to next week session. After yf , met with my qcp , we were looking at our invitation list for the musical on 27th Aug. As i look into my invitation list , i pray that i will not be selective in my invitation bt open it to all and be persistent in my invitation. The final meeting for the day , the planning for the nxt BBC tyme on coming thurs. We looked back into the Word and evaluated how we have grown and what measures we want to adopt so we will continue to hunger and thirst...

I give thanks to God for the deliverance of the days.

threw her kisses ;11:32 PM