Saturday, July 09, 2005


Sat (9/7/2005)

Today , was really a struggle as I even want 2 plan my time and day... esp wen i know i got quite alot of studying to do... It was my test, i suppose... I was thinkin thru of all ways 2 maximise my tyme even 2 skip fdn n yf... Bt I wanted to go for fdn...so i thought of gng 4 fdn only n laterz leave immediately.. Bt I knew i had 2 search my heart n seek God n I was very much reminded 2 honour God and b trusting Him in my provision of needs n also 2 obey Him.... I was really challenged over e' decision I had 2 take.. I was only freaking out on how little tyme I had 2 complete revision and getting decent grades and meetin 2 e'expectation of ppl... I left God out of pic even though i was tellin myself , studies is one area i want to b serving.. It all boiled down 2 b having good intentions .. So I was very much hidden in my ego-centri living. But, I was thankful I had choose to go for my fdn and yf. Even though , I did go in with a whole-heart because i was very much choked in my worries on my revision . Bt I was thankful i had choose to go . Today , during yf .. we had ebs training to equip us for e' musicale to reach out to interested friends for thristing and durin fdn with looked into fellowship , we understood fellowship is not optional and what divides is enmity which can come because of our differences in values , backgrounds and interests . I found this quite true esp wen i look around , i tend to stick with ppl i feel comfortable and share the same interest or values. Bt we r very much reminded we should overcome the barrier and be united in the common goal of God's grace and salvation. GC challeneged us further even now as we are gonna have change in QCP , what will our reactions be ? It will be the relevation of our understanding of fellowship.I am really thankful for the day as i choose to honour God and have a good time of hearing Him speak to me. Yeah! I also got prayed for by my QCP . Encouragements to soar my spirit! I will continue to abide and trust in Him .

Back to studying..... Study! Study! Study!

P.S : Sorry for venting my anger unto you and those blows unto ya ! Sorry! I was stressed.. srry ya ! Emotional creature is ME...


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