Thursday, August 18, 2005


Lately , I had been thinking rather a lot about my ex-love . I was really pondering how it all started and ended. It seemed to be started as a mere friendship but later only i realized how it had developed into matters of the heart . I can vividly recall the moments of exchanging little short notes ... HaHahaha .. How silly it seemed but now i really wish I had those little notes. It really perked me up then. The late night call he made to invite me for his little surprise birthday party his parents had planned for him the next day . He really wanted me to be there .. The number of calls he made to my home to make sure I go for it . It all felt childish back then now i understand the longing to be the loved ones on your special day. The day when all when poof .... The anger was so violent .. I can't seem to recall this part clearly but i know i made ya really really angry ... till you were so disappointed with me and the anger raging in ya ... You bent the metal ruler into two .... you suffered cuts .. you bleed! I was sorry bt you choose to let go and i was stubborn and so I let go ... It all ended .. It was really a short love bt i never understood it was called love. The saddest part came , when one of friend had to blurt out to me ... she is now yours. I am happy for her and ya , but sumthing called you once were mine still haunts me but i will move on... My first love life went poof..... I am happy it did also but i dunnoe y also . Guess , i did not want to be tied down and i know i was really a bad bad one from the start ... So i deserve it ..... Hahahahaha ... Oops... Shalini , i think i din't mention this to ya before ... Srry!


threw her kisses ;10:17 PM


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