Tuesday, September 06, 2005


If u guys think I am having a good time of holidays now and all year around in my mind is going out and gorging with my friends . The answer is hell NO! I can't believe people link me with food . Food and me are really worlds apart. Maybe my size doesn't show it but close friends are to know . I am world aparts. Food is not my companion , but sadly food becomes the factor of socialisation . Food brings people together . So please clear this misperspection with me and food ... And for goodness sake , please do not insult me , asking me whether I love playing and running . These are things are enjoy most . I seriously feel insulted when this question pops up because I can understand you guys are judging me in my appearance. Dun judge yet .. wait till u judge another.Okies , i am starting to have some hatred towards people. I usually try to hold back such feelings but now I can't seem to help feeling this way . There are way too many fishmongers around , who keep on demanding their way . I am sick of the who who always gives .. I want to be at the receiving end also . I also want to treated nicely. Please give me a chance to be at the receiving end . Oh yeah ! for goodness sake , i dun want to be the evil guy behind everything , i know you may deem me to be capable to handle but I am not .. It takes alot . For all people who thinks your probs are greater , let it be .. For me , mine is great .. If u can't hlp , keep ya gap shut ... I had enffuf of empty talks . Dare say to me i m depressed .. wadeva crap , u say .. I dun care .. call me a freak , a nervous wreck , demanding bitch , loser ... say till ya mouth aches... I m turning immune... threshhold is growing significantly day by day as i face each day ... The days are getting worse ... Once my close buddies now we r not even present in each other life .... wad e' hell ... go n die sia ..... praying to find myself dead ......


threw her kisses ;10:59 PM


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