I'll still believe

Today, Bao fang was sharing to us on how the media goes all the way out to reach out to its targeted audience. It is indeed amazing in the lengths; they take in reaching the mass. For instance, they look into the fine details such as when is the appropriate day for the advertisement to be up. They really look into the mindset of people such as when they usually plan their weekends. As Monday is Monday blues, Tuesday is just getting the hang, and then Wednesday going with the flow, Thursday getting excited and anticipating the weekends. So Thursday is the day, when people start planning their weekends. Jackpot! Then they look into how the advert should be spread across in the media sources; on the colours and the position of the advert, and the different means besides the printed sources, they look into sources where adverts catches the lust of the eyes, by placing adverts on the move on mrt trains and also sounding in the radio waves. It is simply amazing how much media does to steal our attention. It is scary at the same time especially when we look into how media has been keeping its watch on us. This was one interesting sharing that I found it urged me to resist the media, especially when we look into the way media works into our lives and enslaves us.

During eyf, they had announced the event for the friends have been cancelled for the Night Safari and they had replaced the event to a day event in East Coast. I will need to pray in regards of my attitude and continue in the invitation of my friends for the event. “I was kind of I have already invited my friends and they had agreed, so I was kind of disappointed in the outcome, as I will need to account to my friends and moreover, I had even taken the approach to excite them about the event and then now I need to tell them, the event is called off and replaced with another”.
I pray that will still be able to go and account and still be able to excite them about the day event.

Infact, my friends and myself had decided to stay out the night, to have an early Christmas celebration within us. But somehow, I know I should not be staying out at night especially on Friday as the next day, I have eyf, fdn and yf. So I will be kind of tired to sit through the sessions. I was glad that I was able to account for that day to my shepherd. As I told her about it, she asked me “ what was my reason for coming in for eyf and how do I value my fdn?” The questions provoked me. I knew my reasons for coming for; but somehow deep down, I am struggling to say “ NO” to the night-out, when it screams “FUN” and I have a follow-up of excuses. I just want to go for it. I just am making compromises with my physical body. For instance, I will take a good rest on Thursday; and Friday and Saturday, I will go for it! But is it glorifying? No! Oh please! I want to go for it! I am struggling . Actually, I am not; I have given in to my flesh as I have already decided to go for it. Sorry!

threw her kisses ;11:35 PM