I'll still believe

I haven’t found a time to really blog. I have always come online hoping to blog about the day somewhat I am just soo tired. I close the com and head to sleepy land. The past week was rather very draining and very tiresome. This week, was the first week of the New Year, I had one whole stretch of school from mon till sat. Waking up 5 am daily or sometimes a few mins later because I gt trouble getting up. School is so far coming along fine. But somewhat now, I seem to hate PE lesson. It is just getting freaking difficult. All the running and jumping and push-ups. I dun mind the running but I simply hate the rest. Schoolwork seems manageable still. But I need to focus and diligent to revise. I am getting rather complacent when I see the knowledge being re-taught. I will need to check on myself timely if not I will be sitting through lessons with “ i-know- all” attitude.

On Wednesday, I heard frm my qcp that elder serene had passed on. She was one the first few pioneers of Emmaus. She had contributed very much to the works of God into the lives of many siblings. She even designed and structured over weekly foundation lessons. Sister Serene, had played a very crucial role in bridging our personal walk with the Lord. And her personal walk with the Lord also inspired and encouraged many us. She saw joy in the suffering and the hope she gave to many us. I have not seen and spoken to sister, serene but I heard so much abt her in the sharings of other siblings. She was a person who showed very much love to others around her , and her love was shared through the testimony of other siblings. All I know, Sister serene had fought a good fight.

Then later in Wednesday, I had met my cuzins to accompany her get her trainers from Queensway. We had dinner together. The dinner was really gross. Too much meat. It was such a put off. Gross man and really in the verge of puking. Sweden dishes are not my bed of roses. Their diet is so meaty man. Too much till it was so gross. But on the nicer note, the cheesecake was yummilicious. Bought her trainers and left home. I am shacked.

Thursday , long day in school . I can’t actually remember much details in school. Later after school , had meeting with Eeping . She had gone through the session I missed last week.

Friday! Thank God its Friday! It was the shortest day in school but still then the day was really long, maybe because I was too conscious about the time. I was waiting to get home and hit the bed. I have depleted all energy. But ended up, I had decided to join the girls and go eat at al’meen before going home. I had to work at night. I am thankful; they called me back to work. I am in desperate need of cash. So at night , I was working. The kids have not changed except for one or two kids. The rest were all my old students, they were so nice. They are adorable kids. They listen well and do their work well. Impressive kids! Earned some cash! Happy!

Saturday, had to return back to school was 3-hr lecture . It is simply pure madness; sitting through 3 hr lecture. But somehow, I survived. I am a survivor. After lecture , had to rush down to Guilin . Bussed down to Guilin . Then I was forced by Eeping to get lunch for myself and made to eat. Then attend foundation and yf . Walking by faith and not by sight was the key truth for the day. After , trained down Bugis for Phobe’s Birthday Celebration; celebrated at some Chinese Restaurant along the Bugis Village stretch , the food was good. And we took some pictures together as a QCP.

Happy 14th Birthday , Phobe! ( 22 Jan 2006)

My Dinner

threw her kisses ;12:03 PM