I'll still believe

It was such a chore getting up for school today. I was really dead-beat , after the long hours of working on the maths assignment. It frigging tiring man , cracking my brain cells over some silly maths question. I have no idea how it is going to help me in the real world but many will say it helps to straighten my thinking to think logic. But I guess I have considerable level of logic. I am happy with the logic , I have for now. Bleah. Sleep is really overruling my body now. It is urging me to give in and just sleep through my lessons. Goodness ! I somehow have to keep myself a wake man. Thankfully, Sammie’s caramel lolly came to my resue , I was sucking the lolly through my maths lessons. 2 periods. I was awake. And I did something foolish also in class. I was dressing up the cute little mandarin orange , Tracy gave the class. So sweet of her to share the festive spirit with the class. Thank you , Tracy! I was caught in the act of dressing the oranges. I will post the pics of it below after my post , for pure entertainment and pleasure. Please do not complain against me. As if , u dare ? !?!?! Then , today finally we managed to present our presentation on cloning. I guess we did pretty well though I am guilty of not preparing my speech. Who cares ryte?? PW IS OVER. But I guess I should not adopt such attitude. I’m sorry! I am just not gotten over the PW and the little “fights” in our groups. I am looking forward to 3 pm and I can knockout from school. But, my day doesn’t end yet. I got to attend PH2 mgt at 1600h @ Clementi. The mgt was not as bad as I thought. It was quick and brief . While in the midst of mgt , I received some stupid freaking smses … Mushy msgs. Goodness! Eeeks.. The person on the other end , kept on playing guess who , it is really fustrating man. I ain’t interested in these kind of stupid declaration . I ain’t desperado to fall for these crap. It isn’t Valentine’s day yet , YOU GOONS! The person is just making me hate him / her most. A freaking and exhausting day today. And weird day , yesterday! Sad and gloomy with grey clouds . I teared because of him. Memories are etched so deep within me. I saw his nick “ I really want to love you with my heart and soul” . I am longing for the love. I ain’t mushy for some who thinks I am . I am just seeking comfort and solace. In search of love…… Adios…

threw her kisses ;10:48 PM