Sunday, February 26, 2006


Lately , I find myself doubting alot . Really lots. I doubt even a sms. I doubt not the contents but the motive behind each sms. But it is not for everyone but only a certain group. Sometimes I wonder if they are sending sms because of the obligation of their entrusted responsibilty to inform. Some just inform . I take note but I careless to reply beacuse I feel no urge to reply. Then some inform and leave a trace of their fustration like I hope it'll b habit instead of me always reminding . How am I suppose to know there is a mgt and how I am suppose to know its every sat . If you did notice , I wasn't ard for the past few mgts because I had classes in the morning and I can't attend. I know I should be taking intiative to ask and find out. But somewhat i care less because I hate the freaking structured idea of doing things. I rather be left in ignorance and not be involved. Fine. You can go around showing freaking concern behind me , how come you do not see me around . Come and ask me if you freaking care abt me. Not because you want to have conversation with the another ; you pop me into the picture. I hate it. I hate it when people talk about me or hightlight me in my absence. I feel insecure. Hell yes! Then another , send me msg doubting me . inform me and leave traces of their lack of trust in me. Whats wrong? Scared of me ah ? Then do not bother smsing me beacuse I feel more comfortable to reply not in your favour. Get it!


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