Tuesday, February 21, 2006


Sheesh. I wanted to make myself think about certain issues and somehow I have not been devoting the time I need to ponder and think. But I hope to address this issues soon. I want to look into depths what I have or want in my life… Some things for sure I know I want and treasure most is my family and sentiments. And my pride of life , achievements! But there is yet more to my life. Hoping to look into this issue in the week. It sure will take time because I going to be specific about every single issue I want and have in my life.

If you people are aware I will be celebrating my 20th Birthday in less than a month. I am somewhat not looking forward to my birthday and I am dreading to grow old. There is simply too much responsibility attached to the 20th. It is pretty a scary thing. I can feel the pressure of turning 20. At home, my parents are like you are no longer young, you will have to do this and this and learn to take care. You are twenty. But somehow I feel not grown up and I am very much dependant upon my parents for my needs. True. They are still providing for me. I am struggling to step out from my comfort zone. It will pretty embarrassing to say. Some may count me lucky but wadesover . I feel I need to take responsibility. I expect my mum to feed me when I am tired or just to lazy to eat on my own , iron my clothes , prepare the toilet for me before going school and even doing all my laundry and making my bed and tidying the rooms. I am such a useless bump, a royalty at home having my mum run my errands. I will have to learn to step out from my comfortness and learn to take the responsibility of doing simple chores of taking care of myself and doing some chores around the house. It may sound an easy task but it is not especially when I have been like these for the past 19 years. Sometimes, I wonder why din’t my parents train me early so I won’t have to go through this . They love me so much that they , rather feed me the comfortness and luxury of life than make me of the hard way of life. I love my family. My sentiments are closest to my family.


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