Friday, March 17, 2006


One thing that I hate most is if I confide to someone; I really hope the matter will be between the person and me not going to others’ ears. Even if you feel helpless about not being able to help, it’s really alright with me. I just expect it to be within us. I am thankful for the listening ears. I really can’t stand it when the matter gets simply passed around to many. I really feel insecure and it does not help me much. It will make me turn a cold shoulder towards you and the others who suddenly start showing concern. I ain’t attention –seeking but sometimes I just need to talk to someone on what is really bothering me. If the someone is you, it really means a lot because I treasure you a lot and decide to confide in. So it’s all about the mutual trust, I am speaking. I can’t stand it when many start bombarding me and asking me questions. It’s really dreadful to keep repeating myself. I guess I will just learn to keep things to myself from now on. I will sure tell my darlings. So you guys need not worry. This post is only going to a handful of people who are trying so hard to impact my life. Whatever. I sometimes feel really irritated with their over concern and sometimes make me wonder if they really have life outside instead of just bothering me with all the activities . Sometimes it just gets too much and I hope you will draw the lines. I am tired of being nice to accommodate . I am really sorry if I had being rude or my attitude stinks. I can’t tolerate all these nonsense , it makes really agitated . It spoils my day especially when I am out with friends having fun , a sms just comes in asking if I am free . I do reply , saying I am not free. You go , why ain’t I free? Having holidays right? What bullshit? I have other things and my life isn’t yours to judge . You do not need to help me with my time. I have my own say over my own time. So just leave me when I say I ain’t free. I am not free seriously.


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