I'll still believe

Wrong Movie . Wrong Partner. Wrong Seat. Best motive friends <3

Today , damn sad la. Can u imagine how terrible I must be feeling? I was at my worst today. I teared this morning. Wondering why? It all started with a innocent statement from my mum :

Mum: Today getting back MT results ryte?

Me: Yups

Dad who happened to be around and overhead the conversation interrupted.

Dad: You should know how you did, you need not wait for release for results.

He was directly saying I sure have done pretty badly.

Me: Yups, I know. I will pass. (Defending myself)

But somehow I can’t seem to digest his comment. I felt so hurt. In the so little trust and hope he had. I do not expect him to expect high grades from me. But at least have the trust and hope in me. I can’t be so bad la that you have to think I am so hopeless. I was damn upset. I couldn’t bring myself to take his comments. And especially from my family. I was tearing at the very thought of his comment. My mind kept racing back to his comment. It made feel so small and useless and hopeless. I was tearing throughout journey to school and even during the first few periods before I can somewhat calm myself. Even now as I type, I am tearing.

Anyway thank you, Sam for listening to me! I knew you do not know what to say or cheer me up. But ya presence and listening ears did some wonder. I m feeling slightly better.

Okies, I got my MT results. I did not do fantastically well. But I managed to get a decent grade. I passed my paper. I got a C6 for the written paper and a merit for my Oral. I think it is considerably a good grade because I know I had not really worked on my Tamil and my Tamil is not great neither. So I will praise God for his deliverance. Thank you God!

My meeting with my CD was cancelled due to her change in schedule. So I decided to accompany Sammie to the movie. Yups. We watched “ My Girl & I” . The movie is so-so. But it was good. It moved me. Quite touching. I teared . Their love was so sweet.

Then later, accompanied her to Sim Square to get her Ipod Nano. Yay ! She finally bought her Ipod Nano. I happy for her. She happy for me. Friends <3 . Then , went Bugis village to look around. I saw her jacket. I like her jacket. I was so going to buy her jacket. Thankfully, I took a moment. I din buy after all. But she will lend me her jacket. Sweet ah? Thank you , sam! Luv yas!

Oh yeah! I have pre-ordered the latest Havaianas Sandals . It is going to cost me $39.90. I can’t wait for the shipment to arrive.

Good nyte.

threw her kisses ;9:26 PM