Sunday, April 23, 2006


Time is really short and I got plenty of things to do. Firstly , I need to somewhat psycho myself to really sit down and study. I keep on getting off my seat and enaging in little talks that eventually become hours. Oh dear! I am really useless la. I need to go really somewhere deserted. Just me alone with no distractions. Maybe it will be some good to me. But then I have stupid excuses that people will miss me. Actually I guess no one misses me but just me missing them. Boo! Anyway, if these people genuinely miss me, sure they want me to be doing well . So they won’t mind me missing for a good reason. I really want to do well for my mid years. I want to clear all my subjects . I do not even want to dream of settling for an AO pass but grades that are worth and deserving. All the repeated failures have done enough harm to me. It is really time I want to breath the good air of success. But it is not going to be easy. I am going to do whatever it takes. I find myself every time ranting I need to be discipline and all . Don’t be irritated with that statement because that is the real problem with me. I lack the motivation, the drive force and whatever shit it takes to be disclipline. Even all the importance of it doesn’t struck me. But I know it is all in the mind. And I am going to try. I need to be psycho-ed that studying is the most fun thing that I ever can have and it is non-exchangeable besides my eternal things.


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