Saturday, May 06, 2006


Today, during foundation, my CD was sharing with us her concerns for our foundation class over the issue on daily perspective. As she shared, she also brought up the issue on why as Christians sometimes we are so joyless. And she quoted from the book ,
“Desiring God” that we, as Christians are joyless because our desire is too weak, because we are easily satisfied with things around us. It contradicts, I know.

I always thought that the statement that our desire is too weak because we are not easily satisfied but rather now it is we are easily satisfied. Then how? Ain’t it supposed to be we sure to bursting with joy since we are easily satisfied. I still do not see the equation. Hiaz. I will ask her in regards to what she shared when I see her for my patch. I’m confused. =(

And then, she went on to share about the single –minded (Christ –directed life) and many –minded man (self-directed life). As she shared, I was really pondering and I knew God was speaking to me because God had been troubling me over the issue over and over again. And, I really needed the void ness in me to fill up with His Love. She told the class she was merely teaching the class by faith and it’s the Holy Spirit in us that discerns to the teaching of God. Isn’t God amazing? He is indeed the Number One. God had cheered me up from my dull week. =)

Even, before I left home today, I was sitting in my room and my sis was around. Suddenly, I just left like talking to her. As I talked to her, I just broke down and shared with her my anxieties and worries. Even though, my sis is younger than me, I always look up to her. You dun be stupid la. I never wished for any older sis , so she can help me and be of some use to me. I am happy and glad I got you; you can always be my older sis. You need not feel bad but not being able to help much. Its not the issue of helping but this special bond , a family , is what I want. A family. I really love you lots. *Muacks*. Hahaha … I will keep in mind about the political science .

On a fun note, today it was his birthday. I have not gotten him anything yet. But I managed to be the first to greet him at 0000h and at 0001h to receive his first 19th year wise message. Boo.*pukes*. I simply love him.


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