I'll still believe

My mum is admitted in hospital. I really miss her and really want her home soon. The night is going to seem very long without her at home. Never once , she was away in the night without any one of us by her side. But tonight , she will be alone and us home without her. I really miss her. I was fearing for these very day but i never expected it to be soon. But i praise God , that God had pulled her through and will continue granting her speedy recovery and His grace and love will be extended to my mother and my family . God is indeed in soverign control. I will really God as my utmost and trust onto Him. In Him alone , all my worries and cares are placed. Praise God!

Be still and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations
I will be exalted in the earth,
-Psalm 46: 10-

I do not know mean to complain nor whine here. But somethings aren't just fair or right to me, at these time. Most of my relatives , were only very much concerned on how we were going to deal with the situation and all the household chores. I agree my family was very dependent upon my mother to run the household. But to me , these ain't the main concerns. We can somehow work out the arrangement. I agree it will be tough initially but when left with no much alternatives . You will just learn it. So it ain't the concern but it is my mum that is my concern. I want her home , not because she will continue working round the house and we need not do anything. We want her back home beacause of the simple fundamental love. I love her very much and I can't even bring myself to live without her in point of my life. I want her to see me through young and old. I might sound selfish. But I am always her little girl and I want to be always the little girl to her. I just want her to be around for me and my family. I love you mum and I miss you and I want you home. Get well soon , yea!

Oh well , I managed to do laundry for the household. Thanks to Shalini for educating this dodo in using the washing machine. It seems kind of fun , doing laundry. Sorting clothes and hanging them up. Hahaha. Well , see! I can manage. And I tidied up the house . The house looks great and I even packed my mum her stuffs , sent my sister to school. I am coping very well . But I miss my mum, as I go doing the chores , I feel like calling my mum but she isn't home, and tears just comes. Anyway , she will be home soon and I will continue trusting my mighty father to heal my mother and grant my family strenght. Thank you to all friends who supported me and still supporting me. Thank you. Love yas . <3

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