I am so bored. I have got nothing to do. Actually, I got some stuff to do. I was asked to clear the dinning table since all my notes and books are all scattered over the table. And my mum was nagging at me to get it cleared. But guess what? I am naughty and I will not clear till I feel like clearing it. And I do not think it will be some time soon; since I am aching all over. I need rest man. Actually ,I am resting a lot that I am aching. Sian.

The whole of today and past one or two days I have watching the Ouran High School Host Club anime . The anime is pretty good. I like the characters. Very adorable. I wish I could draw those characters. Thanks ar , Sam for introducing to me. At least, I can kill time by watching it since all my friends or most of them are mugging for exams and some busy with what also. Everyone is just so busy. I am like the only one so free for now. Do not be envious lar! Coz you will regret to be in my shoes having nothing much to do. It’s better to have a balance than really shaking legs with nothing. There isn’t anything much in television nowadays also. During my exam period, there seemed to be a lot of programs but now there seems to be none. Screw! No friends and No TV. So pathetic. Guess, I will have to be creative for the next few days.

In fact, I was planning to go to the beach, and really have some time to myself and really sit down and reflect over many issues. But, damn. The haze is pretty bad these past few days. So can’t really go beach and partly I was lazy to go the beach since I was going alone a little awkward feeling. But I have to really go and really thrash things within myself. Hopefully, in the coming week.

Oh ya, maybe go shopping for my festive clothes, but then can’t really go shopping yet since my sis exams ain’t over yet. So have to wait till her exams are over . And , my aunt has been asking me to go Malaysia with her in the weekdays for some shopping. But I am not in favour of going since its only me . So sian. Anyway , I do not have anything to get from there . Maybe some costume jewellery but I not sure also. And , I was planning to do some baking . But then again , I am lazy and noone to accompany me go buy ingredients. I will go beg my mother la . But then , the haze is so bad , its advised for her to be indoors . Hahaha. Actually , I have an idea how to spend my time for the next few days but I am just procrastinating and giving plenty of excuses man . I have to really carry out the following things so that I make productive and effective use of my time. And I also want to have some meet up with some friends. I really can’t wait for my zoo outing. I waited for too long for it. I miss my relatives. The baboons. Hahaha.

Back to reality , I am still wondering how I did for my promotional exams. I really hope I can clear and move on the following year. I heard from JL that he will joining next yr. I hope that I can be around. I am praying and keeping my fingers crossed. Also , I pray for myself that during this period of time , I will really learn to display faith and really depend upon God , that I will learn to surrender all my thoughts and really trust unto God. Knowing that God is TRUST.

To Smallie ,

All e’ best for your exams! Take care of your health. Jia you! Dun watch cartoon for the next few days. If tired , go rest . Drink plenty of water. Remain calm at all times. Dun get angry and violent. No good! If need to be crazy be crazy. Okies. Love yas.