Tuesday, November 14, 2006


I am afterall not a nice person afterall . I hold grudges for very long. Especially when you have hurt me the most. I can't believe myself , I have been holding a grudge within me so long that I din even know I was holding a grudge. It was like a total new thing to me , even now as I think back . I am wondering if the situtation was something I was supose to be hurt or it was just so petty that I felt offended easily. Hiaz. I wish I could forget the whole incident but then deep inside me i feel so inferior and lousy to the whole incident because it doesn't concern me alone but my dearest also. It makes it so difficult to let go and forgive. But it isn't that I have hatred or enmity , but just that I draw myself away from the person. I think its time to let go and forgive. Since , the issue was again brought up . The hardest but how am I going to do it , it has been years . We have already grown up . Sighz.

Oh no! A another revealation , I fought with all my friends before . I fought with my close friend over a boy that was back in primary school. In secondary school , I fought with some friends over petty issues when I couldn't accept their behaviour and for my original identity . But , I am glad that we have passed all that , and we are still friends now. Pretty close ones. Then in the pre-u insistitue , never really had a good time , full of politics. I am really thankful for friends like pammy , yappy , suzzy , theresa , sam , cgp , sheryl , windy , and even him when he was around , and the present class. They somewhat changed the whole stay to a memorable one. I will miss them alots. Hiaz . I am thinking soo much . Thanks ar . For reminding , I am not a perfect and nice. I equally ugly .


threw her kisses ;10:40 AM


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