I'll still believe

I was kind of exhausted the past two days for not really updating the blog. So I have decided to take some time now to really blog in the past two days entries. On Thursday , I had gone back to school to give my support to my classmates for their oral presentation. Everyone did well for their presentation. Wee~ Finally , its’ over and done. Now, I can’t wait for the class chalet. It’s time to party. Lala~ . It was also my first Thursday foundation class and I managed to get myself to go for it . I was so anxious through the day , if I could excuse myself and go , and guess what I went for it. Amazing indeed. Thank god! I wasn’t put into a hard situation ,but I was allowed . Actually , I wasn’t allowed but I somehow forced myself the situation to favour me and work out in me to go for foundation. I’m sorry , it was so wrong.

Wee~ I went zoo today with Nad . Though I wasn’t much in the mood. I decided to go since I have promised to go with her and she had been waiting so long and it was because of me she wanted to go Zoo too. So , I went with her . By then my mood was there , it became high after meeting all the monkeys . They were really “high” and naughty. Hahaha. Stupid animals kept on showing me their sexy backs whenever I wanted to capture it. ~Lala . It was fun, taking pictures. But , we did not really have time to walk through the whole Zoo. Sob Sob . I want to go again. Most likely in late dec / early jan. So people , if you are interested . Keep the dates free. We can go together. Wee~ Oh yar! Nad treated me to lunch at this “ Forest Fare”restaurant. The ambience in the place was great and it was themed “wildlife” . It was nice in there. And there were so much of laughter , esp me with getting confused with giraffe and zebra , and getting my tongue –tied . I even created a new species – Zeeblah . Be sure to catch it when you go to the Zoo. Hahaha. It was fun though the day was kind of short. I want to go on a all zoo expedition – zoo & night safari , maybe . Anyone interested?

~lala . Yay! I saw and heard him.

I am now back from church . It feels so different to go church in late afternoon . I feel so lazy and sian because I got much time to idle in the morning. And the time is really short , coz previously my whole sat is like in the church but now I have some time to myself. It sounds great. But I gt to pray for myself. After yf , today , I shared with ep and xx , but now I am somewhat feeling lousy . I ain’t lousy about myself . But very much on the circumstances and situations I am in , when I can seem to do nothing much because I have no control and I am just part of it. Hiaz.

God , I pray and ask thee that you will make my thoughts captive and fill me in your words. I hate the feeling. I really want to feel your presence and be closer to thee.

threw her kisses ;10:01 PM