Wednesday, December 20, 2006


I really hate being told what to do. I prefer to be allowed to make decisions on my own and people’s opinion only matters as a secondary thing. I prefer the first degree given to self . It is really annoying . To repeatedly being told for every one action. I can’t tolerate it . Even my parents do not do it on me . I have to beg for their opinions . See the contrast. I know I am entrusted to a greater responsibility but allow me to show you my potential do not undermine my own potential by telling me what to do . I am clear. And plus , its forever YOU annoying me with your list of instructions. Tear down the instructions on me , please. Thank you!

The rainy weather is making me think so much . Only about a week plus , it will be goodbye to 2006 and welcome 2007. But as the dates draw nearer , the fear in me is also growing. I feel so insecure . I am really with nothing. I feel so empty . I feel so directionless . And I am fearing every moment with not knowing what is to come and what I will be put into. The fear of uncertainty is the greatest in my life at present. Sighz. Can I say I am not looking forward to the new year 2007 ? I rather be stuck in the present time of the year . I am much happier and have not nothing much to worry about. I wish I would be stuck in the time capsule. It is never possible , I guess so. `Boo

Today , nothing much just stayed home was suppose to go out to celebrate my friend’s birthday but since it was raining the whole of yesterday , we decided to postpone fearing the weather will be bad. Shucks! But it was a fine weather today. So basically bummed at home, later in the evening aunt came over to pass stuffs to my dad that she bought in Malaysia and then grandma came over to join us for our family outing tomorrow and then she brought us for dinner at night. Yay! Going Sentosa, praying for a fine weather and enjoyable time with the family. ~lala


threw her kisses ;11:26 PM


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