Saturday, January 06, 2007


Sianz. I am super duper pissed with someone . This person had offended me and mistook all my efforts. It was already so difficult and this person had to add on it , shifting the whole responsibilty to me. I really depise responsiblity and add it to all working for men. It dreads me the most. If I ever given a choice , I will stay away . But however this sincerity that strikes in me becomes my weakness . That leaves me with no choice but pulls me thru the situation . I wish I can really shake off this sincerity and really focus on something that deems more profitable and worth of my efforts. I am now dreading the whole event on Sat. I just do not want to face the person . To my suainess , I had to face her first thing , so suay , I was so pisssed and so sian. I did not wish to talk to her and I just waited till others join. But when others join also I was still sian and felt that my day was really fouled. But thankfully after awhile , I felt my mood was clearing up when friends joined , I did not want to look sian as they were all very cheerful and were ready for fun. So i joined the friends and put the differences behind , just enjoyed with them. But the issue wasn't over with me. It was still troubling me. Then at the end of the day , I called to some meeting with two other sisters to discuss my portion. And to my horror , I asked to serve in frontline of the QCP. I was really puzzled in how to react , but I found myself looking at myself and the trails that came at me previously . I felt I was so in-ward looking and I did not really hold on to my commitment to "Count Me in!" I felt that I had chickened-out at the very moment. Hiaz. I really got to settle this with God.

So far , work has been great . The kids are manageable . Though at times need to be firm and strict with them. I did even get to play basketball with the kids and even have time to just crap with the kids . And ate their canteen stall food recommended by the kids themselves. Their recommendation is excellent. So far , work has been great. The time really passes by real quick in the centre.


threw her kisses ;11:46 PM


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