I'll still believe

Hahaha. My blog has became my complaint board to report incidents at work and my unhappiness with students and the happenings in the centre. Yesterday , my class had pushed me to my limits , that i had to put aside my lesson planned for them to really speak to them about their behaviour and their attitude. And I had to make them write out a promise to me or rather to themselves because I am going to use it back on them , and if they will to go back on it , i would call their parents . And because of their poor behaviour , I am limiting their outdoor to only once a week , because I told them they do not deserve their outdoor because the outdoor was there only as reward for their good behaviour , and I was just being nice to allow them to have it almost every other day because they enjoyed it but now it seems they are getting bad to worse , and so I can't tolerate this behaviour , and so their outdoor period will be only once a week as of from next week and that too if they are only in their best behaviour. I would be working with this rule till I find that they have learned to behave and act responsibly. I am no more"Miss Nice"to them , because they are just too much. And it is really scary , if i can't control them , because it will just reflect my own weakness. And the boy with ADH , will be terminated next week . So next week , will be his last week. Yay! One down. I initally wanted to reach out to him but it was really difficult , because I am handling a class and not a indidviual student; and he was difficult.But I would continue praying for him. And yesterday the P3 girls caught in a fight , and even the well -behaved and the guai guai student was involved , and one of the teacher held high regards for her , even saying that she is the righteous one . But the girl failed the test , she blurted a vulgarity when things just got too much , and myself was shocked it was from her also. And this reminded me of the lesson , i prepared for my students and even my own QT . When Jesus was tempted , he stood the test and was victorious by not submitting to the temptations. So no one can be righteous unless for the one who can be victorious in temptations. Hence , therefore my righteousness can only be in Christ Jesus and not in our own because we are fallen. Hence , noone can look for righteous in a person except for Christ Jesus , our perfector. Yeah.

Yesterday was also the release of O level results. All of those whom I knew , had done well. Congrats to them! And here I am anxious , because everyone did well and then is my chances going to be slim , I have no idea. This morning , I had just submitted the courses I applying too . And I will just submit and pray .

And also to friends' who have been asking about my plans for my 21St. I have no plans . I am not holding any parties. Sorry for the disappointment!

threw her kisses ;7:03 PM