Yesterday, while we were playing the game. There was this one question, what is one the greatest fear I had. And the fear was confessing to my crush. But it is so true. I will never have the courage to do it. Because I will never be ready and I want the moment to be the best. And make sure everything turns out well. So I will never do it. Dare me to do other things, I will. But this I will just not do it for anything and I will be fuming mad if you screwed it up for me. Yeah. This is so random. But it’s my greatest fear!

Today , just stayed home and rot again. See the word again. This week I have been home twice. It’s super boring to be at home and seriously staying home it’s a total waste. I will be a total bum sticking to the com and disturbing my mum. Like no life. Then napping at real odd hours. And mum cooks all the dishes I do not like eating and then I have to starve because I simply fussy about my food . And make her whip up something for me so I will not die and starve from hunger. And staying home , makes me eat all the junks also. A total no-no! Yay! I’m so relieved. No more stay homes for this week and the following weeks .