Wednesday, November 21, 2007


Today. I finally met up with Jasmine . She asked me about the sms I sent her earlier. She was okay with it and she felt that it was God's intervention to allow her to know what I was experiencing. Haha. I felt the same way to it also. Though I was uncomfortable with the fact the sms was sent to her wrongly. But I guess it was alright. Then she went on to ask me on my decision and what had led me to my decision. I wasn't prepared to answer her , I told her that I "don't know!" for the many things she asked me. But deep down , the reason would have been that I just wanted to put myself back into the throne than allowing God to change me. Its like the feeling that I am seeing less of me that frightens me that I want back my self than allowing God in his rightful throne. And I think this brings me back to the fundamentals , my walk with God , I can say my walk with God is really in the pits. God must have been so upset and disappointed with me , but I find myself too weak to be pleasing him . I'm spiritually dried. I'm physically tired. I'm sian-fied.

And I'm not prepared for the consquences. My only cry " Restore me back to HIM!`". My only prayer would be that the "only cry "will get louder in my life.


threw her kisses ;11:35 PM


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