Friday, August 22, 2008


I do not know if it is just me who gets worked up over” small” issues, as assumed by others to be a rather small issue that they can easily brush it off. Their action even so bothers me much. I feel totally frustrated and flustered over the entire issue. I can’t help just doing nothing when I am not accorded the justice and respect.

And, just few hours , I got ticked off from my dad for me to refuse to go for a family gathering because I felt the approach of the invitation was inappropriate . I feel its disrespectful to send a short sms invitation for a celebration , and especially so for a family gathering. I entirely do not see the family ties in the invite. What I could call an appropriate invite, is a phone call and making sure we are early there to help out in the celebration , these what I feel and knew of family ties since young. Not a sms , it is so “casual” and makes us so far from family and deems us as outsiders. It is pretty hurtful to see that much distance it creates . I just can’t seem to understand my dad why he can’t really feel the distance. Maybe , he is just trying to keep us close to the family. But , the actual fact , I do not even see myself in the family , I am just contented with my small family ; mum , dad and sis. And, the most I would consider into my small family are my maternal and paternal grandparents and paternal eldest aunt. For, the rest I feel no family ties and connection over the years. We have just grown up.

And , I’m feeling rather fearful and unpredictable of circumstances , and I’m not prepared for it.


threw her kisses ;10:10 AM


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