Thursday, April 16, 2009


I'm feeling totally crappy now. Dad feels I'm losing my direction , am I really losing my direction ? Maybe I do so , especially in school , not focusing much and producing the grades I used to score in the first few terms. I really have to work harder now , and I can start feeling the responsibility and seriousness especially when I entering to Year3 , because I am graduating soon in exact 12 months. But my passion for nursing is still there , thats good to keep me going. (:

And I'm feeling irritated with extended family , I find they are really cunning and manipulative people , just know how to make use of people and chuck them aside till the next moment when they need a favour. I know its common , but then I just feel its really unfair , and why should we give in to such treatment as if we are debted to them . Sometimes , I wish Dad would be strict about the respect he gets , I feel sad for Dad because of them. I know Dad is too good and he is trying hard to keep the family ties and all , but sometimes I just feel he is going out too much and the rest are doing nothing much. So like why bother then , I know we are family but its a pity because we are only thinking like that and they are thinking otherwise. And dad , should just stay true to the words when he tells us , we four (dad , mum , sis and me ) are family. I feel much better and happier. And , I have nothing against with my grandparents both maternal and paternal and my aunt, Kunavathi. I'm pretty comfortable with them in my extended family and fullstop.

I feel irritated with money issues ,extended family , friends and my weak self. I wish I was stronger and wiser now, and even more independent.


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